Chapter thirteen- all cried out

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*Hayleys POV*
It was time for Jakes funeral and I had cried so much that when I did cry nothing came out...

I walked up to his casket and just stood there and starred at him....
"Mommy.. daddy okay?" Jacob said wondering why his father was just laying there..
"No baby.. daddy isn't okay"
"Daddy go night night?"
Colby quickly explained to Jacob what was wrong...
"Daddy die.."
"Yes" Colby said..
"What's die?"....
"It means daddy isn't alive anymore ..." I said.. my son was still way to young to comprehend what I said, he just thought his daddy was going on a trip to heaven. I took him up there to the casket and I heard my son say
"Wuv you Daddy, hurry back..."

The more I looked at his lifeless body the more depressed I got.. but I just couldn't take my eyes off of him.. as I stand there staring at him, I thought about how difficult my life was going to be now without him. I couldn't raise Jacob without a dad... I began to panic.. I started feeling light headed.. I fell to the ground beside the casket...
I woke up in the hospital  with Jacob and Colby by my bed, I asked "Colby how.. how did I get here?"
"I brought you.. you passed out in front of the casket at jakes funeral.. don't worry though his parents are keeping the guest updated on you and are staying at the funeral to make sure nothing goes wrong.."
Colby told me that I had a panic attack...

*A week later*
It's been almost 2 weeks since Jake passed away and all my subscribers are dm-ing
Me and asking if Jake is really gone.. they deserved to know the truth... but I just couldn't bring myself to tell them...

I was depressed and it was showing.. I wouldn't eat, I wouldn't sleep, I couldn't even take care of my son! If it wasn't for Colby I don't know what I might have done to myself... to be continued

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