*TRIGGER WARNING, SELF HARM AND DRUGS ARE USED IN THIS CHAPTER*
*Hayleys POV *
"Why me ? I thought why did it have to happen to me I loved him so much and now he's gone what did I do to deserve this I've always been so good to everybody.... " I said to Colby trying not to fumble my words...
"Look everything is going to be alright I promise you , we can work through this together..." Colby said
3 weeks later
I woke up this morning feeling extremely depressed , I still cry at night I still can't let him go....
Since Colby was at work, and my son, Jacob was at jakes parents house..I decided I'd try to release some pain from my body and take my mind off Jake....
I went to my bathroom and made sure I locked the door, just Incase Colby came home early, or if jakes parents dropped off Jacob....
I got in the bathtub and began to cut myself... it hurt at first but I began to like how it felt since the pain from it took away the pain I felt from jakes death....
As days passed I was still cutting, and I was surprised that Colby hadn't noticed the fact that I've been wearing long sleeve shirts and sweaters..... but the more I cut the more it wasn't helping...so I decided to try something new, I searched the medicine cabinet and all I found was OxyContin "that must be Colbys pain medicine the doctors gave him after the accident" I said to myself. I took one and it relieved so much pain... I kept doing it so much that I became addicted..
I was extremely worried that Colby would find out so I did everything in my power to make sure that wouldn't happen, but of course he found out..
He came home one day after picking up Jacob.... and he found me in the bathroom poppin pills one after another , he quickly made sure that Jacob didn't see me , but he did...
"Colbs what mommy do??"
Colby didn't answer him he just took Jacob into his room and put cartoons on for him....
When Colby came back to the bathroom he didn't yell which was surprising.. "Hayley what are you doing?" "Colby this were what you took after you got in the accident because you were in pain....now I'm in pain" I said... "how many of those fucking pills did you take" Colby asked, but Before i could answer him he notices the cut up and down your arms....
"What the fuck are those?"
"Colby this is how my pain gets out of my body.."
Colby was in shock.. he leaned up against the wall and slide down slowly until he was sitting in the floor... he began to cry..
"Are you trying to kill yourself, Hayley?" to be continued
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FanficYou move to Kansas and fall in love with Jake Webber, and become best friends with Colby Brock. You end up pregnant with jakes baby, Jake sadly passes away a year after the baby is born in a car accident. Colby, your best friend, helps you take care...
