* Hayleys POV*
"I love you too, hayley, now will you actually get the help for your addiction.? Colby asked trying so desperately to make me get help
I told Colby I would try, but everything was still hard for me so of course this would take time...
*A few days later*
Today is the first day I've been to jakes grave....I took my son and Colby with me..
I let my son sit down in the grass beside of jakes grave....while I was crying I overheard my son, Jacob, say "daddy hurry back, wuv you the most".
I began to cry harder..."mommy why you still cry, daddy come back"......
When we got home my son came up to me and asked "mommy daddy not coming back is he?"
I of course had to tell him the truth.."no sweetheart daddy *starts crying* daddy isn't..."
Colby was quick to talk to son who was already crying... after awhile my son eventually cried himself to sleep, so Colby came to comfort me because of course I was still sad... "I don't wanna seem rude but you have to let go of some shit in life to open the next chapter of your life, Hayley"
I didn't say anything I just grabbed Colby as tight as I could and cried until I couldn't anymore.. I knew he was right, but I just couldn't seem to let Jake go, not just yet..
*Colby's POV*
I'm so afraid she's gonna go back to drugs..I can't loose her, I love her...I'm gonna make her go if I have too she's not going through all that mess with them fucking drugs again...
*HAYLEYS POV *
"Colby" I said
"Yes" he replied
"I'm ready to get help...I have no excuse for this.. depression it's..it's a painful disease..I lost my favorite person, Colby...I'm going fucking insane...please help me."I said while crying hysterically....
"Oh fucking please Colby help me...get me help...this is an awful feeling Colby.."
*Two months later*
I've been in therapy for two months now not only for my addiction but for my depression and it helped me tremendously... but I'm still sad it's almost been a year since he's been gone..plus my birthday is coming up and thats also our anniversary..that gonna be tough.. I'll be 20 years old though he would've been 21 four months after I turned 20.. his birthday is gonna be the hardest though.. I'll be fine as long as I continue to do therapy.....let's hope I'll be fine....to be continued
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أدب الهواةYou move to Kansas and fall in love with Jake Webber, and become best friends with Colby Brock. You end up pregnant with jakes baby, Jake sadly passes away a year after the baby is born in a car accident. Colby, your best friend, helps you take care...
