The truth....

Chapter twenty five- a quiet place- part two

"Colby where are you going??? Colby? ANSWER ME GODDAMN IT" I said madly
"I'm leaving, I'll be back I just need a few days to think about all this, I'm sorry. Just let Jacob know that his colbs is coming back later, and please take care of him...."

Colbys pov
As I stormed out of the door I felt a little tug on
My shirt I turned around to see Jacob standing there looking me In the eyes, as much as I wanted to look back I couldn't, he hadn't asked me where I was going but all I could say was that I was coming back.
"Colbs mommy is crying, are you going to get her something to make her smile, like Ice cream it makes me happy" Jacob said innocently
"Uhm yeah I am" I said nervously
"Colbs can I come with youuuuu"
"You have to stay here and make sure mommy isn't sad"
As I brought back some ice cream cones from the local ice cream shop, i saw Jacob looking out the window patiently waiting for me to get back
"Mmmm this is good Colbs, its vanilla my favorite" Jacob said
"Take this to your mom, it's rocky road, her favorite" I said
"Colbs why are leaving" Jacob said as a little tear came out of his eye
"I have to, just for a little, I'll be back in time for your birthday though"
"I don't want you to leave though....daddy left me and now you are" Jacob said crying
I couldn't bear to leave but I couldn't bear to stay either, I knew I was being selfish but Hayley isn't really helping me either, I made Jacob take the ice cream to his mom before it melted. As he walked in and shut the door from behind him I left
I went to the place I went when Jake died so I could think about everything
*flash back*
"I can't believe he's dead" Colby said crying
"Why is this happening why whyyyyyyy" Colby continued to say
*back to present*
Colby spent days at that place trying to comprehend what had happened, he realized Jake was dead and he eventually got the closure he needed so he thought going there would help him find a solution to his and Hayley's relationship
*colby calls hayley an hour after he got there*
"Colby? Hello?" Hayley said confused
"Yeh it's me we need to talk" Colby said
"Yes we do so come home and talk to me about it" Hayley said Trying to get him back home
"I can't do that I need time to think about everything still I just wanna talk to make things somewhat easier..." Colby said
"Tell me is it easier to stay or is it easier to go, I really don't know and I don't wanna know..but I know I'm never gonna be Jake and I'm never gonna change to be him" Colby said Hayley cut him off by saying
"Why do we always gotta run away?
And we wind up in the same place, Colby I'll always have love for Jake....and yes I want him back, but I have you and I want you.."
"But you got so depressed without him...and I was there to help you..damn I even took care of your son..." Colby said
"Why the fuck do you have to always run that up in my face.. I'm a bad mom I know..." Hayley said while crying.....
To be continued