Blessed With A Curse (Destiel)

This Love Was Out Of Control.

AN: I'm so sorry about the last chapter.. I kept writing it then saving it and it would just delete everything except for what just posted. So I rewrote it 4 times and the 4th time I published it but it didn't work.... MY PHONE WAS BEING A BITCH AND I WANTED TO SMASH IT! I'm just gonna do a short summary of what it didn't put up. Okay..? Sorry...

I've Been Having This Dream That We Can Fly:

Dean's father came home drunk and beat the crap out of him. Dean passed out. Dean texted an old friend, Benny, and they met at an abandoned bridge. Benny brought some alcohol and pot. Dean didn't want Cas to see him in his bruised and hungover state. Therefore, Dean lied to Cas.

Yeah... Okay. Now time for the actual chapter. It may be weird, totally unlikely and fluffy.

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Sam's POV

"Sammy, are you okay?"

I looked over at him. He was twisting the swing and spinning around. He's so childish sometimes. God, I love him. I know I shouldn't. It's so wrong, but I love him anyway.

"Sammy? Sam! Earth to Sam...." He had stopped swinging. Apparently, I had too.

I snapped back to reality.

"Oh.. Sorry.. What?" I replied, looking into his eyes. His eyes were amazing. I've never seen eyes like his.

"Are you okay?" he looked concerned. He doesn't need to worry about me. I'm not important enough to worry about. If he's worrying about anything, it should not be me. It should be his brother.

"Yeah," I lied, "I'm fine." I gave him a fake smile, hoping he'd fall for it.

"Shut up, Sammy. You're not fine." he leaned over and hugged me. "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing. I'm okay." I tried to make him believe me. I tried so hard.

"Sammy," he whined, "why won't you tell me?"

"It's seriously nothing. I'm just worried about Dean." That wasn't a total lie. I still hated lying to him though. I felt like a huge weight was in my chest. Not just sitting in my chest though. It felt like it was slowly pushing through my chest.

"What's wrong with Dean?" he asked.

"He's just returning to old habits that I don't think are good for him. I want him to be okay." I said.

"Oh... I know what you mean. I feel the same way about Cas." he said looking down to the dirt below his swing.

"You know what we should do?" I said. He looked at me with a questioning look. "I think we should forget about our brothers for a day and just do something crazy."

"What kind of crazy?" he asked.

I stood up. "I don't know yet." I said. I grabbed his hand and pulled him off the swing. I ran, dragging him with me.

"Come on, Gabe." I pulled him toward the fountain thingy (I couldn't care less about what it's really called) in the middle of the park. I jumped up on the edge, trying to get Gabe on it too.

Gabe jumped up and I ran around the edge. He followed me and I quickly stopped. He tried to stop, but bumped into me. I knelt down by the water and pretended to look interested.

"Hey, Gabe, look at this." I said, trying to sound interested.

"What is it?" he asked, kneeling down next to me. At that moment, I splashed him.

"Sam!" he laughed. "What the hell?!" He splashed me back. We splashed each other until we were soaked.

He looked at me. "Truce?" he asked. I looked back into his eyes. "I suppose." I replied sarcastically.

We shook hands. My hand felt tingly where they touched and the feeling flooded through my arm. We went over to a tree because some idiot children stole our swings. Well, they're not idiots (maybe) and they're not our swings but still. You get the point.

We sat underneath the tree taking. We joked around for a long time. I couldn't control myself or my feelings anymore.

Gabe had just finished ranting about his love for chocolate and other candy, when I leaned towards him. I wasn't the one to close the gap though. His lips landed on mine and it felt wonderful. I closed my eyes and melted into the kiss. He tangled his hands in my hair as I gripped his waist. Our lips moved in sync.

When we pulled apart I whispered, "Gabe?"

"Yeah?" he answered.

"I think I love you." I replied.

"I think I love you, too." he said, smiling.