craving // bellamy blake

{ thirteen }

When the grounders attack Mount Weather, a lot of blood was shed but it wasn't all bad things that happened it there. Mostly were though.

"Come on, let's get you all out." Kady said as she started to uncuff Wells.

"Kady!" Anya screamed but when Kady turned around, it was too late. A girl that Kady recognized as Echo Kom Azgeda had killed Anya right there.

"We need to go!" Monty said next to Kady and although Kady's tears were blocking her view, she managed to uncuff her two friends.

"I'll go find the others!" Monty shouted in the middle of that chaos and disappeared. 

"Have you seen Bellamy?" Kady looked at Wells as he nodded his head quickly.

"I have to tell you someth—" He started to talk but soon stopped, gasping a little. His hands that were on her face were now falling and when she looked down, she saw a sword crossing his chest. 

"Wells—" She tried to say something or do something but it was too late. It probably was poisoned and there was nothing to do.

"Lily." Wells breathed out as Kady held him closer. "Alive." He said and Kady's eyes widen up. "I lo—"

"I know. I know." Kady said lower, unable to cry. Wells was gone.

She stood up and she killed every single Azgeda warrior and Mountain Men she saw. When her clothes, her face, even her hair were covered in blood, she stopped and she looked around, seeing Lincoln running at her.

"We need to go. This place is going to blow up." He warned her and she nodded slowly. "We're the last two people in here, come on." He said and helped her run the hell out of there.

When Mount Weather exploded, they were already out but Kady felt like a piece of her soul burned along with Wells. 

"Kady!" Jaha ran towards her. He was wounded but not like Wells. "Have you seen Wells?"

Kady's heart stopped beating for some seconds and when she dropped her weapons on the floor, Jaha knew what that meant.

"Where's my son?" Jaha asked, raising his voice.

"I'm sorry." She looked at him as the tears finally were arriving her eyes but they only fell when Jaha pressed his hand against her face, beating her.

"Stop!" Lincoln grabbed him before he would do something he would regret.

"My son!" Jaha screamed and Kady let herself fall in the ground, where seconds later, she was pulled up from and pressed against someone's chest.

Bellamy.

"He is dead." Kady cried against Bellamy's shoulder and she let it all out, feeling vulnerable as hell.

After Skaikru dealt with their deaths and Trikru with theirs, they came to an agreement. A sort of peace between them.

"You can stay with us." Lexa said to Kady who denied briefly.

"I appreciate but right now... I don't think I can be around anyone." Kady replied and Lexa nodded, understanding. "Heda, huh?"

"Anya's second died in the blowup so... Yeah." Lexa sighed. "I'm going to go. I'll be seeing you, Kady Foster." She smiled a little and left the place so Bellamy, that was approaching Kady next to Lily, could talk.

"Kady Foster." Lily said, smiling a little. Oh hell no. No smile for you, chupacabra.

"Go away." Kady replied harshly which surprised Bellamy.

"I take it that you two know each other." Bellamy said lower. "I'll meet you back at camp, okay?" He said to Lily who nodded and give him a little peck, just to tease Kady.

"I see your ex-girlfriend is alive." Kady said, looking away.

"Kady, I didn't—"

"Bellamy, I really don't care right now. You thought she was dead, you come to the ground and damn, she's alive."

"That doesn't change anything between us." Bellamy looked at her. "Come on, we'll talk at the camp."

"I'm not going back." Kady finally looked at him.

"What? You're joining Trikru?"

"No. I'm going to survive on my own, away from every single person." Kady said, looking away again.

"Kady, come on. We can fix this."

"There's nothing to fix, Bellamy." Kady said as the tears ran through her cheeks. "Wells is dead. The only person that I—"

"Not the only person!" Bellamy looked at her. "I know Wells was everything for you and I get it, if Octavia died, I'd lose my mind but you're not alone. We can make this work. It's not because of Lily that I'm going to leave your side."

"Well, you should probably warn her then." Kady said, pressing her hands against her hurt shoulder.

"Come on, Kady. Come home. With me." He looked at her eyes and she did the same to his.

"Bellamy... Lily is good. She's not good for me but she is good for you. If you liked her on the Ark, you'll learn how to like her here—"

"Having Lily alive with me compares to nothing as having you close." Bellamy said and Kady looked away to clean her tears.

"I can't do this right now." She said and sobbed low. "Whatever we had... What sort of understanding, friendship or whatever... It's done, Bell. I can't do it."

"This isn't just about losing Wells, is it?" Bellamy asked when she was already walking away. "You're afraid to get closer because you think that everyone you love dies on you."

Kady stopped walking for a moment but then she closed her eyes took a deep breath, opened them again and walked away, searching for a place that it was probably never going to exist again. Home.