craving // bellamy blake

{ nineteen }

The next day, chaos had come again. Polis has never been so quiet and that only meant one thing. They were all in the city of light.

"This is the only way we stop Alie." Clarke said to Bellamy, who didn't want to let her do it.

"What if something happens to you and I can't get you back?" Bellamy looked at her, crossing his arms and Kady looked away trying to put on her mind that she couldn't be jealous.

"Kady. Raven. Follow me?" Jasper asked and the girls exchanged a look but followed him. They only stop walking when they were far away enough from the tower. "We have a problem."

"Oh, right, we do." A voice said behind them and everyone turned to face Alie. "You see, Clarke will try to shut the city of light and maybe she will be able to do it but... I'm not going away from you that easy."

"How come?" Kady asked, breathing heavily.

"Whoever took the chip, will get their memories back that's true but I'll always be in control and the three of you, but especially you" She glanced over Kady. "Are still going to suffer so much."

"Why are you doing this?" Raven asked angrily.

"You have two options. You can either help me and take the chip again so I'll go easy on you or you don't help me and I'll torture you." Alie smiled and Kady looked away.

"Can I see Wells?" Kady asked, stepping forward.

"That's up to you. Will you join me?" 

"No, Kady!" Raven pushed Kady away from Alie and Jasper held her on his arms.

"It's Wells!" Kady screamed. Alie was already torturing her.

"He's not real, Kady." Jasper said softly but when Kady tried to fight back to reach Alie, Raven had to knock her out.

When Kady woke up, she was chained in a corner just like Jasper and Raven. They were back on the tower.

"What a hell?" Kady tried to take the chains off but Bellamy walked over her, stopping her gently.

"Kady." He said softly. "Raven had to knock you off when Alie showed up."

"Alie?" Kady asked confused. "What are you talking about?"

"You... You don't remember Alie being there?" 

"I remember me and Raven leaving with Jasper but..."

"Ok, I'm staying here." Bellamy said decidedly but Kady stood up, trying to reach him, although the chains didn't help.

"Bellamy!" She said and sighed when she was pulled back by the chains. "Look at me." She asked when he got closer. "I'll be fine. Clarke needs your help. She needs you."

"You need me too, Kady." Bellamy looked at her eyes.

"What's the worse that could happen to me?" She smiled a little and he sighed, looking over Clarke. 

"Something could happen and you could have a seizure or slice your —"

"Bellamy." She stopped him. "We need Clarke. You said it yourself you can't lose her so... Save her. No matter what happens you will not leave her side. Promise me that."

"I can't promise you that. If you're in danger—"

"I won't be. Now, promise me." She looked at his eyes but he didn't look at hers.

"Fine. I promise." He sighed and turned his back to her, walking away but suddenly he stopped and looked at Kady. 

Bellamy wasn't one of those guys who was constantly showing emotions or in this case, showing them in front of everyone but now... It felt right. He walked over her and before she could say something he pressed his lips on hers as he had done before. 

Everyone was a little surprised by that but not as much as Kady was.

"Now I can go." He said softly and walked over Clarke who reached out for his hand.

As the flame was put on Clarke's head, Alie made another appearance. She was focused on Raven but when Kady tried to take the chains off to protect Raven, Alie finally did what she was hoping for a long time. She mind-tortured Kady.

"Stop!" Jasper screamed at Alie but of course, other than Kady and Raven, no one could see her.

"You can still join us, Jasper. Maya's waiting for you." Alie smiled.

"Shut up!" Jasper screamed.

"Miller!" Bellamy screamed. "Take Clarke's hand!"

"I got them." Miller said and ran to Jasper to help him get out of the chains and did the same thing to Raven but then Kady...

"No." She cried pulling away from Miller. "Don't take them off." 

"Kady!" Bellamy screamed to warn her. "Take it off!"

"Stop!" She screamed to everyone but especially to Alie. "Just kill me, please." She begged when Alie kept teasing her.

"Wells would be ashamed of you." Jaha said when he entered the room but Miller quickly pulled him away from Kady.

"Shut up." Kady breathe heavily.

"Cut it out, you crazy bitch!" Raven screamed at Alie but when Alie started to torture Raven too, Raven fell on Jasper's arms.

When Clarke shut down the city of light, Alie was gone, but everyone could feel her there. She was gone from their eyes but not from their mind. Raven was still crying into Jasper's arms and Kady was bouncing back and forward with her hands on her head, as the blood from her wrists slipped.

"Kady." Bellamy ran to her as soon as he could but she didn't stop what she was doing. She was losing her mind.

"This is on you, Kady Foster." Jaha said while Bellamy took her chains away.

"How is this on me?" Kady finally spoke after a while as she stood up. 

"You killed thousands of people from other clans." Jaha said, stepping forward.

"I killed to get revenge, I did. Am I a goddamn monster? You can call me that if you want but at least I didn't walk away and accepted Well's death as you did!" Kady screamed. "I know you loved him but I needed you to be by my side yet you put his death on me!" 

"Wells is my son and I will never accept his death!" Jaha looked at her. "But I don't need to kill everyone to get my revenge."

"People have different kinds of grieving. Isn't that what you told me once?" She looked at him, angrily. "You're so mad that I killed those people but you have no idea the fate you made to us when you joined Alie. When you stood by her side, converting people."

"What fate?" Bellamy and Clarke asked worriedly.

"Alie will never go away as long as we live. Funny fact is that we'll be dead in less than 6 months when Earth explodes again."