craving // bellamy blake

{ twenty }

Skaikru never got back to Arkadia Camp. An incident called Ilian burned down the whole place. No one wanted to admit it but they understood why he did what he did.

Everyone was either in Polis or in the woods, although there were some rumors about some going to Azgeda.

 After finding out about the not radiation-proof bunker, people were losing hope but luckily another bunker was found.

"What makes this bunker different from the other one?" Kady asked, crossing her arms.

"It's radiation-proof." Gaia said, slightly annoyed.

"I meant besides the obvious." 

Gaia was going to talk back at Kady but after Clarke's look as in dismissing it, she didn't.

"It was built after the Nuclear Apocalypse. Becca PramHeda is buried there." Gaia continued.

"Can't wait to talk with even more ghosts." Kady whispered and Bellamy sighed, low.

"Can you show us where it is?" Clarke glared over Gaia and then Jaha.

"Sure." Gaia answered. "She stays." Gaia said, looking over Kady who rolled her eyes slightly.

"It's not like I have any interest in going either." Kady talked back and walked away, being followed by Bellamy.

"I don't get the bitchy attitude but we'll talk when I get back." Bellamy looked at her.

"You're going?" Kady asked a little surprised but then bounced her head. "Of course you are."

"Not by the reasons you think, though." Bellamy crossed his arms. 

"Sure, Bellamy. I have something to do while you're gone but if you can't find where I am when you get back just ask Octavia, she'll probably know." She nodded her head.

"Hey. Use this in case you need me, okay?" He said, putting a radio on her hand.

"Will do." She looked down at her hand and walked away, leaving the radio with a grounder that crossed her way.

She couldn't get distracted by Bellamy, not now at least. She walked over the spot where she was going to meet with Raven, Jasper, and Octavia and luckily when she got there, they all were there too.

"Where's the Radio?" Octavia looked at Kady.

"I left it with a grounder." Kady shrugged. 

"You left it with a grounder?" Octavia sighed.

"What was I supposed to do?"

"Bring the radio!" Octavia grumbled.

"Ok, girls." Jasper said, looking at them. "The radio ain't our biggest problem."

"What could you find?" Octavia asked.

"Of everyone we know that was on the city of light... Only the three of us still hear that slut." Raven sighed, hiding her face on her hands.

"Can I see the list?" Kady asked and Raven handed it to her, smiling a little. "Ilian."

"What about Ilian?" Octavia looked confused at Kady.

"Do we know an Ilian?" Jasper asked even more confused.

"Burn down Arkadia." Raven explained and Jasper's mind lighted up.

"Oh, that Ilian. Have we talked with him about this?" He asked Raven who denied with her head.

"Maybe we're not crazy. Maybe he still is hearing her too." Kady sighed, handing back the list to Raven.

"We'll get it done and we'll talk more at dinner." Raven smiled a little and walked away along with Jasper.

"So, Ilian." Kady looked over Octavia who rolled her eyes.

"It's complicated."

"How come?" Kady sighed.

"So, Bellamy." Octavia changed the subject.

"Also complicated." Kady chuckled a little. "O, he can't know this about Alie and all this madness." 

"He told me what happened to you. On the Ark. The whole thing." Octavia said lower and Kady looked away. "You're strong as hell, Kady."

"So are you, O." Kady smiled gently, pressing her lips against Octavia's forehead.

"Well, there are girls that are crying in the corner for every single thing that has happened to them and then... There's us. We push our sadness deeper and deeper and then... We only break when we can't do it anymore." Octavia sighed and Kady shrugged.

"Girls like us don't have the luxury to do it. Not in this world at least." Kady shrugged looking away.