² fear of the water ʸᵒᵒⁿᵐⁱⁿ

••• goodbye

Long time no see

I'm so sorry for not being active for almost two months now and I am sorry for not updating at all. I really hate thinking that I am letting you guys down with not updating and leaving you guys hanging but since 2019 began I just haven't felt much inspiration on this app anymore and for the stories that I have published on here. I've left you all hanging and have been inactive for forever with no explanation and I'm so sorry.

I didn't want to disappoint you guys and let you down with telling you that I want to discontinue this series and leave wattpad but I think it is even worse by leaving you guys hanging and waiting for an update to come when I just can't think or even find a couple of words to even put into the next update.

I've been on this app since 2013 and I have had my ups and downs and my fair share of stories being published and deleted before the adpocalypse days where you could swipe right and not be hit with an ad, but I just lack the inspiration and motivation to continue on this platform

I feel horrible publishing this knowing that I'm leaving you guys with only 2/7 of the stories completed when I had hyped this series up and had so many ideas to put into this and seeing all of  you so excited and looking forward to my writing but I think it was too much for me to handle and I don't think my brain cells could handle it all.

I really loved both these series that I have started and I'm so thankful for all of my readers and the people I've met on this platform because everyone I have come across has been so kind and supportive.

I have a lot of memories on this app and I've made a lot of bonds and connections with people that I don't want to lose. I really want to continue talking to everyone I've met on here and if you have any social media eg; twitter ( thats really the only thing im active on ) I'd love to chat with you and talk about yoonmin and story ideas and aus as well as books you guys could recommend.

Writing is something I love a lot and I'm definitely not giving up that because it's something I really love to do but I don't think I fit here on wattpad anymore. I feel more comfortable and find twitter and ao3 more enjoyable and I think it's somewhere more fitting for me now.

Wattpad is something I'll definitely miss even though it is not what it used to be and I will be semi-active on my other account to update my last book before I leave that account too.

I'm so sorry for disappointing you guys and I really think finally cutting the ties to this account will take a little weight off my shoulders because I hate that I left you all waiting for so long only to be hit with this but I hope you guys forgive me.

I promise I will not leave you guys with nothing.

I am going to make a chapter explaining this whole series and what was going to happen and I am going to keep this account and stories up for those who come across it to read my books and for old followers to reread if they'd like.

I'm proud of how much I've grown as an author on here and the people I've met and if you guys are still interested in my writing I have more stories on twitter and ao3

Ao3 : lunarjoon
Twitter : hcneyfilms

(is that horrible timing for a lowkey promo? Im sorry jsdfkvjdbf )

I'd love to talk to you guys more if you'd like, I swear I am active but just not on here.

Again I'm sorry to leave like this but I just wanted to get this over with. It was a hard decision and I've been contemplating it for a while and I think it is best.

But next thing I post will be an explanation for this whole series.

I love you guys 🥰❤️

everyone @ me rn :