baby bil (imagines)

cheater

A/n: HOLY SHIT!!!! Happy album release day! I stayed up till midnight to listen to the album. I didn't go to bed until 3 a.m. which is the norm. I am refreshed and ready to steal your girl or your mans LMAO. I swear i'm kidding. Anyways enjoy this shitty post. LOVE YOU ALL SM!!!!!!

Also this is really angsty.

They say you have a honeymoon phase in every relationship. You and Billie sure had one. It lasted for the first year but once the second year hit, and Billie became more busy, you two started to have problems. It was mostly petty shit. Billie was on tour and got upset when you wouldn't answer her FaceTime calls at 3 a.m your time. When you tried to explain to her that you needed sleep, because you were sick, she would get upset and claim you "just didn't want to talk to her." Which caused you to get upset and you two would fight.

You went out one night and Billie freaked out. "Billie what do you want me to do? Just stay home and sit on the couch until you get back in two months?" "No. I just miss you so much! I wish I was with you!" "Nice save Billie. I have the right to go out with my friends and have fun. I miss you too but I can't just sit around and wallow in sadness." you sighed. You were on FaceTime. "Y/n! we have to go! we have to be there early!" Your friend said. Billie rolled her eyes. "I'll call you later babe! Love you!" You said hanging up.

Billie rolled her eyes and threw her phone onto the bed. She stared at the ceiling for a while and thought about the situation. She knew that this was gonna be hard while she was on tour. She just wished you could be her with you. Her phone buzzed and she looked at the text she just recieved. "you lonely?" the message asked. Before Billie could process what was happening she sent back her address of the hotel she was at and everything went black. Billie was now so upset she felt like she was watching everything out of body.

Meanwhile you were taking shots while you had hands all over your body. You drunkenly swatted them away as you grabbed your friend to go to the bathroom with you. "y/N? is everything okay with you and Billie?" She asked. You sat on the floor and laughed. "No idea. She's mad at me right now and feel like she stays mad me." you said. Your friend frowned. "I mean you love her right?" she asked. "Yeah. I do." You said. "Well everything will work out once she's home." She said. "I hope you're right." you said standing up. "Do you want to go home? The party is practically over anyways." your friend asked. "Yeah." You sighed. She nodded and went to find a d.d to take you both home.

Billie felt like she was floating as she opened her door to a taller girl. She had no emotion as the girl entered the room. "Hey." She whispered. "Hey." She replied monotoned. The girl, who's name isn't at all important, followed Billie to the bed. "Another fight?" She asked. Billie nodded. "Don't worry. I'll take care of you." The girl said approaching billie in the dim room.

You stumbled into your apartment and fell onto the couch. "I should probably call Billie." "It's pretty late where she is. Why don't you get some rest and call her tommorrow?" Your friend said. "Yeah. That's a good idea." You got up and went to your room and handed your friend a blanket and pillow.

Meanwhile Billie was hovering over top of the girl kissing her slowly. "Billie I didn't come here to make out." She said. Billie felt empty. Felt numb. She was so upset that she had no idea what she was doing. It was almost like she was being controlled. Or as if she was on drugs. She just needed to feel something. "Sorry." Billie mumbled. She took off the girls shirt and sighed. The girl bite her lip as Billie took off her shirt. The girl sat up and started to kiss down Billie's neck leaving small hickeys where she kissed. Billie breath started to get heavier. Her phone rang and she answered it without knowing what was happening.

You tossed around in bed. Your mind couldn't stay off of Billie. Before you realized what you were doing you called Billie. She picked up but all you heard was heavy breathing. "Billie?" You asked. "H-hi." She breathed. "Are you okay?" You asked. "Mhmm." Billie said bitting her lip as the girl attached her mouth to Billie's nipple. The girl smirked at Billie's reaction. "How was the show?" You asked. Billie squirmed under the girls touch. She knew you were on the line. She knew what game she was playing. And she didn't give a damn. She spread Billie's legs and reached her hand into Billie's shorts rubbing her clit while kissing Billie's neck. "Ah fuck so good." She moaned. You knew what was happening you could hear the sounds of someone kissing Billie's skin. "So are you alone or with another bitch?" You asked harshly. Billie froze. She regained her consciousness. "Babe- no i-" she tried to say. The girl took Billie's phone. "Hi. Sorry to interpret but I'm currently trying to bang your girlfriend. She's so wet right now.....I can see why she's so frustrated all the time." You were frozen in anger. Your brain yelled at you to hang up but your body wouldn't move. The girl pulled off Billie's pants and pushed Billie to the bed. You heard billie moan in the background. "Hear that? I'm about to eat your girlfriend out and give her the best orgasm of her life. Hope you don't mind." The girl hung up and you couldn't move. You stayed with your phone up to your ear and stared at the ceiling. Your vision became more and more blurry. You threw yourself up and threw your phone across your room and screamed. It didn't help that you were drunk off your ass either. Your friend came barging in. "Y/n. What the hell. Are you okay.?" She asked turning the light on. She saw you and rushed over to you picking up your shattered phone. "She's fucking cheating on me!" You yelled. "What-How do you know?" She asked. "I called her while she was in the middle of fucking some girl!" You said starting  to hyperventilate. "Okay. Calm down. Breathe." "I can't! How could she! Am I not enough?" You asked starting to sob uncontrollably. "Y/n no you are! Billie is just a asshole." She said. You let out the most heartbroken cry. Your friend wrapped you in her arms and you cried in her chest. Your phone rung again. You picked it up and saw it was Billie. "Don't answer it." Your friend said. "I'm not." You said.

The next morning Billie woke up naked and alone. "What the hell?" Last night came flooding back to her. "Shit." She said searching for her phone. She saw that you called her and she that she tried to call back. "Fuck!" "Really enjoyed last night. Thank ya xx" she was so disgusted with herself.

You woke up with your eyes swollen and you head throbbing. Last night flooded back and your heart dropped all over again. Your phone rang and you saw it was Billie through the cracked glass. You didn't want to answer it but you decide to since you knew she was gonna keep calling. Once it connected she instantly started apologizing. "Billie I don't care. You can keep apologizing but you literally answered the phone while fucking another girl! There isn't anything you could say for me to forgive you!" You said. Your friend walked in and sat next to you. She had a plate of food and she gave you a small smiled. Billie sighed. "I'm sorry for hurting you! All I do is hurt you. I love you! Being on tour is so hard-" "Billie I don't want excuses. I don't want reasons. I don't want you to try and make me pity you. You literally fucked another girl! And on top of that you literally let her explain to me what she was gonna do to you? You don't care about me! If you did you wouldn't of cheated! That's not love Billie! And I know you were sober. You don't drink or do drugs. If it wasn't clear while you were cheating, let me make it clear. We are done! Over! Don't call me! Or text me! If you see me in public don't speak to me! I will be moved out by the time you get back. Good bye Billie. Have a nice life!" You said hanging up. Billie sat there. Frozen. She couldn't cry. She wanted to. She was so mad at herself.  She knew there wasn't a chance in hell for her to get you back. But of course she tried.

A/n: ahsjsjsjs sorry :) also while I was on spring break I hooked up with my ex and I didn't know she had a new girl and oops. I wouldn't of done it if I knew of course. Idk. I'm probably gonna stay single of the rest of my lifeeeeee 🤷‍♀️