It would of been you and Billie's one year anniversary today. You would be lying if you said you didn't miss her. Your life wasn't the same without her.
You still followed Billie on Instagram because you still cared about her. You saw she was at a party, not even a mile from your house. "We should go see a movie." Your best friend said. "Nah. I'm just going to stay in tonight. I'm tired from work." She nodded. "You miss her. don't you?" She asked. "Yeah. It would be a year today." She frowned.
Later that night you laid on your couch watching you and Billie's favorite movies. She wouldn't leave your mind. It was about 12:30 in the morning and you started to drift off until your phone buzzing under your head woke you.
Billie. You read.
Billie: happy anisjveey. I still love yob.
You knew she was drunk off her ass. I mean it was obvious at the way she was texting.
You: Billie we broke up three months ago....
Call from Billie: you answered.
You didn't say anything. "Y/n...please." She said. You furrowed your eyebrows. "What Billie?" You whispered. "I need to see you. I miss you." She sniffled. You sighed. "That's. Not a good idea-" "I've never stopped loving you. This is stupid." You sighed. "I'll be there in a few." She hung up. You sighed and sat on your couch questioning whether or not she'd actually show up.A few minutes later there was heavy footsteps and a bang on your door. You opened it to reveal a drunken Billie. "Y/n." She whispered. She stumbled in and you caught her before she could fall over. You led her to the couch and got her water. You stood in front of her as she took a sip. She sighed. "Can I stay here?" She asked. You nodded. "I miss you." Billie said. "I miss you too billie." She gave you a small smile. "Let's go to bed." You said. Billie's eyes lit up. You grabbed her hand and led her to the bedroom. She climbed into the bed and you got her more water and headache medicine. As you laid down Billie scooted her way closer to you. You wrapped your arms around her. You could feel Billie relax in your touch.
The next morning you woke up to someone moving in your arms. You felt lips brush against yours. "We made a mistake." You heard. "We're better together." You couldn't help but to smile. "I love you." You whispered opening your eyes. Billie looked at you and smiled softly. "Why did we think it was a good idea to break up?" She asked. "Because we're never together since you tour all the time." You said. Billie frowned. You kissed her softly. "But not being yours is even more unbearable than not seeing you for six months. I can handle six months over not being your girlfriend." You said closing your eyes. "Quit your job and come with me." Billie said. "I can't do that. And we can't be public. It's just too much pressure." You said. Billie sighed. "I've never loved anyone more. You've changed me in so many ways. I have to be with you, even if I have to wait." You let a few tears slip through your eyes. "Baby please don't cry." Billie said wiping them away. "This is stupid." You said. Billie rubbed your cheek. "I love you billie. I want to be with you." You said. "Then be with me." She said kissing you. You pulled her body closer to you as she hovered over you. You ran your hands under her shirt. She sighed as she kissed your neck. Billie looked at you. "I missed this." You pulled her down and kissed her again. Billie pulled off her shirt and then yours. She kissed down you body and pulled off your pants. You unclasped Billie's bra and massaged her boobs lightly. She sighed and ran her hands down your body. She rubbed your core lightly. You moaned as Billie attached her lips to yours again. Billie pulled your underwear to the side and kissed down your body to your core. You arched your back as she attached herself. "So beautiful." She mumbled.
As you and Billie laid in each other's arms you both were lost in thought. "Why did we break up?" You asked. "I don't know. But we shouldn't have. We could of survived." Billie said. "We should get back together." You whispered. "Yeah. And you should quit your job and move in with me" Billie said. "Billie-" "and you can come on tour as my photographer or editor." She said. Your jaw dropped. "Seriously?" You asked. "Yeah." Billie smiled. Billie knew that being a photographer and Editor was your dream job. "And then we could be together. Forever." She said. "Okay." You said. Billie kissed you again. "I love you y/n." "I love you more Billie."
A/n: I'm back bitches :))
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baby bil (imagines)
FanfictionKind of a sequel to Billie and the girl.... :)) ~third book now published~