The Wedding's Escape{BTS JUNGKOOK FF}

Chapter {18}

-At the hotel, room 205-

-Miyeon's P.O.V-

I stared outside the window at the rain.

I woke up from the rain's sound so I just sat on my bed and stared deeply outside the window.

I let out a deep sigh...

Why am I so unlucky? can really a person born with a bad or good luck?

Why should I always lose the most important people to my heart?

Am I really destined to be alone till I die?

First, Dad,

Then, Mom,

Then, Jiyeon unnie,

And now, I'm too afraid to lose grandma, Kyungmi and Eun too.

Tears formed in my eyes just about thinking of losing last important 3 people in my life.

My heart skipped a beat once I remembered how Jiyeon unnie disappeared 3 years ago.

"Don't you understand that this girl hates you! she was only pitying you!"

"She is gone Miyeon! she is gone! stop worrying about her already!"

I shut my eyes tightly as I started to breath heavily.

I break out in a cold sweat.

Calm down Miyeon, calm down, don't panic. 

I could feel my chest heaving up and down...I shouldn't have remembered her now... 

"Are you okay?"

I suddenly felt a soft touch on the back of my hand.

I opened my eyes slowly and turned to look beside me.

It was Jungkook.

Concern could be seen in his eyes.

Jungkook:"You look so pale? what happened? wait here, I'm going to check if there is any bottle of water"

Jungkook got up and then went to bring the water bottle.

Not too long, Jungkook was back with the water bottle.

Jungkook:"Here you go"

Jungkook handed me the water bottle and I drunk it.

After I finished drinking  the water, I felt a little bit better.

Jungkook:"What happened? You seemed like you're having a--"

Miyeon:"Panic attack"

I said as I swallowed hard.

Jungkook:"What happened?"

I looked towards Jungkook who had a soft expression.

Jungkook:"Namjoon Hyung once told me that, if you didn't let out whatever is bothering you, it will just get worse and eat you from inside,"

Jungkook sighed before completing.

Jungkook:"I know that we just met,but...you can tell me whatever is bothering you from inside, I may not be able to help but at least...you may feel a lot better"

I smiled at him weakly before looking back at the window.

Miyeon:"Care...the way you're talking to me...it sounds so caring..."

I kept silent for a moment as I remembered all the people who used to care for me...

Miyeon:"Everyone should have at least one person in their life to care for them...why Jungkook...why should I always lose the people who care for me..."