please watch this music vid to the end - hospital.

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by avocadohope

1 notification - ethan 💛

billie,

hi.

grayson's in hospital. david, the guy next door, found him. i was scared, i thought he was gone too

Thank God.

but he's not doing well. the doctor said that he overdosed on a bunch of shit at the same time. alcohol, concaine and fentanyl. he's been sober his whole life

which hospital?

ucsf medical center.

i'm omw

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at the hopsital reception

"Ethan,"
"Mhm?" he said, still nervous. He kept fiddling with his hands.
"A couple of days ago, I took a pregnancy test with Ari because my period didn't come." He turned to face me.
"And?" he said.
"I'm pregnant."

He hugged me. "If Grayson doesn't make it, which I know he will, I'll be here for you to support you and help you raise this baby."

"Mr. Dolan?" A tall, dark, male doctor approached us and guided us to the room Grayson was in.

he looked so lifeless. he was hooked up to so many machines, i had the urge to rip all of the wires away from his body and lie there in that bed with him.

then the monitor started beeping rapidly. about 6 doctors rushed into the room.

my. heart. stopped.

"Grayson," I say, looking over him from the side of the bed. His eyes flutter open. He grins. Well, not actually. He grins with his eyes. Tears start cascading down my cheeks, and he gives me a look, as to say stop. stop fucking crying. everything's gonna be alright. So, I wipe the tears off my face and hold his hand. I move out the way, so that Ethan can have more time with his brother. Ariana has been so good to him, she's been there for him this whole time. She is so special, to all of us.
I start wondering when I'm going to tell Grayson the news. I feel so ashamed that he's not the first person to find out, but I'm not worried about the future of our baby. I know he's going to be a great dad.

*********2 weeks after ethan's texts************************************************************

Ethan, Ari and I have visited Gray everyday since he woke up. The doctors say he could be ready for leaving the hospital in a week.

I'm just so thankful God was with us today.

A/N: i don't usually do this type of this thing, but what did you guys think of this new style of writing? it's longer and in paragraphs. if you like it, i'll carry it on. also, i really love this song: black & white by juice wrld. it's a bit explicit, but it's just so relatable. the end of the music video means (to me) that no matter what has happened, at the end of the day, we should all turn to God for healing, courage and strength. you don't have to agree w/ me if you're not religious, you can believe whatever you want, i still love u :) anyway, if you have any suggestions for a new book i should write (or one i should carry on) comment your suggestions. thank u so much for all of the love this book has received. it doesn't have that many views or votes, but i'm pretty sure it's one of the best ideas i've ever had on wattpad. ilysm. i really hope we can carry this book on, and make it longer, or at least have a good ending. lol this was a long author's note. okay. bye, honey // xx - sarah