For The First Time (Ross Lynch Fan Fic)

27-thoughts on you

I was bored out of my mind sitting in this hospital with the needle shoved in my arm. Luckily Ross had bought my guitar for me earlier; I picked it up and started strumming singing Hey There Delilah by The Plain White T’s  

Hey there Delilah

 What's it like in New York City?

 I'm a thousand miles away

 But girl, tonight you look so pretty

 Yes you do

 Times Square can't shine as bright as you

 I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah

 Don't you worry about the distance

 I'm right there if you get lonely

 Give this song another listen

 Close your eyes

 Listen to my voice, it's my disguise

 I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me

 Oh it's what you do to me

 Oh it's what you do to me

 Oh it's what you do to me

 What you do to me

Hey there Delilah

 I know times are getting hard

 But just believe me, girl

 Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar

 We'll have it good

 We'll have the life we knew we would

 My word is good

Hey there Delilah

 I've got so much left to say

 If every simple song I wrote to you

 Would take your breath away

 I'd write it all

 Even more in love with me you'd fall

 We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me

 Oh it's what you do to me

 Oh it's what you do to me

 Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far

 But they've got planes and trains and cars

 I'd walk to you if I had no other way

 Our friends would all make fun of us

 and we'll just laugh along because we know

 That none of them have felt this way

 Delilah I can promise you

 That by the time we get through

 The world will never ever be the same

 And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah

 You be good and don't you miss me

 Two more years and you'll be done with school

And I'll be making history like I do

 You'll know it's all because of you

 We can do whatever we want to

 Hey there Delilah here's to you

 This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me

 Oh it's what you do to me

 Oh it's what you do to me

 Oh it's what you do to me

 What you do to me

I finished playing ad just sat there with my guitar on my lap thinking about how messed up everything has become since moving to LA not that I don’t regret the move but just thinking about how bad things have a habit of happening to me no matter where I am in the world. Lost in thought I didn’t hear anyone enter the room until they started talking “I’m so sorry for everything I said before I’m so sorry for all the harm I’ve caused” it was Ross apologising for his mistakes “it’s cool” I said not looking at him “but you have to do more than say sorry to regain our relationship status” I said “thank god you forgive me I will do everything in my power to regain that status I love you so much” he said overjoyed with the verdict. After that he left and I was once again left alone with my thoughts.