Addicted To Her (KookU❤)

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Days past since then IU never spoke to Jungkook and neither did Jungkook talk to IU. None of the members ever tried to contact IU and neither did she. BTS went on their tour, their last tour with Jin. The tour was a blast! The members had so much fun and so did ARMY'S all around the world. BTS gave more than 100% and enjoyed their last moments with Jin and ARMY.
BTS was even able to preform at the Grammy's and win an award, 2019 was really a good year for them!!!!Jin never had to worry about Jungkook and IU and neither did Jungkook or so they thought.....

(At the award show)                                                                                                                                                           BTS finally finished their tour after releasing a new albulm and we're now  on their small break. Just like every year BTS went to the award show not knowing IU was going to be there. IU who of course also released her new albulm, with a new MV and K-drama also came to the award show just like last year, where she first asked out Jungkook, same place, same show, same time.

During the show IU was sitting next to Park Jihoon who is now a solo singer after releasing his albulm and MV while Bangtan sat next to the world sensational Twice and BlackPink!!!
When BTS went up to give their speech after receiving their award IU couldn't help but look at Jungkook reminding her of what she had with him, a small tear rolled down the side of her cheek. Park Jihoon immediately looked up and asked,
Park Jihoon: are you okay Jieun, why are you crying???
He says while getting his hand and wiping away her year.
IU: it's nothing really, you know Bangtan with their emotional speech, it just got to me.
IU lied as she looked down                                                                                                                                                Park Jihoon: yeah i get you.                                                                                                                                             

Soon later IU went up to recieve her award. During her speech Jungkook looked at her with warmth, its been a year , he thought to himslef. Just then his eyes turned cold, his memories came rushing in, the events that took place that day

~flashback~

JK: WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU, YOU'RE NOT THE IU I KNEW, THE IU I WATCHED GROWING UP, THE IU I SHARED MY FIRST KISS WITH!!!!

IU FIGHTING BACK TEARS: IM JUST FACING REALITY, HE'S TRYING TO DESTROY OUR RELATIONSHIP

JK: I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS, THIS IS NOT HOW I WANTED US TO END!

IU: WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

JK: I WAS GOING TO BREAK UP WITH YOU TODAY FOR THE SAKE OF EVERYONE AND FOR US AND FOR US TO JUST BE FRIENDS BUT AFTER THIS...WHAT YOU DID AND WAS GOING TO DO TO V HYUNG I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR IT! WE'RE OVER!!!!!!!! LET'S GO TAEHYUNG!

After IU's speech ,she went back to her seat.                                                                                                            Park Jihoon: Congrats IU! (he says as he hugs IU)

Jungkook takes a quick glance at IU to see her hugging Park Jihoon, he was fillied with anger, his hands turned into a fist and his eyes were colder than ever.

Jin see's Jungkook's expression and thinks to himself  'is he jealous?' 

V who looks at Jieun felt the guilt in his face, he didn't tell anyone but he still blames himself for the relationship being broken, he's kept that guilt wound up inside him for the past year.

Jungkook keeps questioning himself in anger

Why is he hugging her!?                                                                                                                                                      Did she move on that quickly?                                                                                                                                           Why am i acting like this?                                                                                                                                                   Am i jealous?? no                                                                                                                                                                   i hate her, i will never forget what she did!                                                                          

When the end of the show came it was tradition to greet everyone goodbye. Jieun bowed to her fellow solo artist and friends. When she said bye and bowed to Bangtan they bowed to her back in respect, all except Jeon jungkook. He just gave Jieun a cold, dirty look and turned away to bow to Lisa of BlackPink. Jieun felt her heart be shattered into pieces. She kept asking herself,

Why am i like this? It's been nearly a year since we broke up! But why can't i just get over him!!!

She wailed in her mind with tears streaming down her face. Jungkook continued to say goodbye with a smile on his face but his heart ached in pain. Even after all these months he could never get over her, he secretly listened to her new albulm and k-drama only to find him in more pain of missing her. He wants to be with her so much, kiss her, hug her but he can't his stubbornness won't let him, he will never forget what she did to Tae.

IU walks to the exit in silent after calming herself in the toilets, people walking around her in groups, laughing when she could only feel alone. she walks when suddenly, she feels a hand reach her sholdher, her body freezez, still as a statue. She hears a familliar voice say 5 words,        'I hate you remember that.'                                                                                                                                           She quickly turns around shivers in her spine but no one was there.... She stood their in the middle of crowd crying her eyes out.

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