Chapter Thirty-Seven

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"Hyung!" Jungkook says, pushing Taehyung back a little.

"What? You wouldn't kiss me, so I kissed you.  It's a rather fair agreement."

"Not really."

"Not really what?"

"Hyung. What is with that all of a sudden? Did you find out you have a hyung kink?" Jungkook jokes but Taehyung blushes slightly before standing up and walking back to his room.

"Tae, wait." Jungkook says, chasing after the elder.

"Tae- oh."

When Jungkook walks into Taehyung's room, he finds the boy sitting on his bed, writing in a notebook.

"Do I need to leave?"

"No." Taehyung says, closing his book and putting it on his bed side table.

"I didn't mean to upset you." Jungkook sits down next Taehyung on the bed.

"I know."

"You know, even if you did have a hyung kink, I wouldn't be mad."

"What would you do if I told you I do have a hyung kink?"

"I'd start calling you hyung during special occassions." Jungkook says with a smile as he looks at Taehyung.

"Oh really? What do those special occassions include?"

"When it gets steamy and when you're being annoying."

"Ugh, then you're gonna annoy me when I'm annoying you."

"That's the point."

"You know, sometimes I wonder if we'll work."

"Okay."

"And then I realize that if we can have fun together and be able to always solve the little conflicts, then we'll be fine."

"What about the big conflicts?"

"We can compromise. I know you don't want to fight and neither do I. It may take us a day or two but we'll get it settled."

"I'm glad I applied for this job." Jungkook says, leaning his head in Taehyung's shoulder.

"Me too."

The two were silent for a while. Just thinking about the future and enjoying each other's company.

"You want to play house?"

"House?"

"You know, where we pretend like we have a family. Jin and I used to play it all the time as kids."

"Sure. But there's no way in hell I'm changing my name to Sheryl."

"I'm not asking you to. You'll be Jungkook and I'll be Taehyung."

"So that means I have to stay over here tonight?"

"Unless you want to stay at your's."

"I'd prefer that. Get a bag packed."

- - -

"So how did you know you were gay?"

"What?"

Jungkook had just exited the shower and the bathroom only to bombarded with this question.

"How did you know you were gay?"

"Let me get in the bed first because this is a long  story."

Jungkook gets in the bed and Taehyung makes grabby hands so Jungkook scoots over and cuddles with Taehyung.

"Once upon a time, not so long ago I was a young boy. An ignorant and stupid young boy. And my brother was an older young boy with older young friends. Well, there was this one friend named Seungyoon who was your average playboy. Always dressed up, slicked back hair, piercings, rings, tattoos. Typical bad boy, biker wannabe. Anyways, he was an absolute jerk. But after a few times of talking to me, he decided I didn't deserve to be treated like a piece of meat. So he was nice to me. Which should have set off an alarm, but it didn't. That was at about Christmas time. So then Valentine's day rolled around and he asked me out. I was confused about so many things. When did he become gay? Am I gay? Am I gay just for him? If I am gay, how come I haven't noticed? I told him I needed a day to think about it and that's all I did for a solid day. I texted him the next day and I told him to meet me at the local pizza joint. We went. We ate. We had a good time. And then I told him that I would be his boyfriend if he was still okay with it. Of course, he was okay with it and he drove me home. Fast forward three weeks, he asked me for a blowjob. I thought I was in love with him and I told myself that doing things with him was the only way to keep him around. So I did it. And it hurt. But he didn't ask for anything else that night and decided to go home. Fast forward another two week and he asked me for sex the first time. At this point, I was heavily in love with him and was still convinced I had to keep him around. So I did it. And that hurt too. I cried. But he treated me like an angel after that and I fell harder. He kept asking to the point where it was once a week. Then twice. Then three times. Then every day. Then twice a day. And then it dropped. There was one day where he didn't want anything. And then that became two days. Two became three and so on for another two weeks. Keep in mind, it's March now. After two weeks, I tried to... offer it to him because maybe that's what he was wanting. But he didn't want anything and left my house after he got a text from somebody. So the next day I did the same thing. And so did he. The third day, I asked him what was going on. He broke up with me after telling me he had moved on. So he left the house and I never saw him again. April 12, and my brother came home telling me he had moved away and been left dead in an alley somewhere. The dude that killed him shot him because the dude found Seungyoon with his girlfriend. That was the girl he was cheating on me with."

"Oh."

"Yeah. After that, I had already figured out I was gay and he had totally left me hanging."

"I'm sorry, Kook."

"Don't be sorry. You weren't the one that did it."

"I don't remember a Seungyoon, though."

"Because he was four years older than me. Which means he was like two years older than you. He was eighteen when he died."

"Kook, you were fourteen?"

"Yeah. That's the only reason I didn't know I was gay. And that's the only reason I'm not crying right now- it was long enough ago that I am totally over it."

"You want to hear my story? It's kind of funny."

"Tell me all about it and then we'll go to sleep."

- - -

A/N: 1080 words. That's a lot for this book. Like, 300 over my limit. Sorry, my wild abroad stories are getting less and less wild but for this issue I'll tell you about when we went to the Roman Baths. We were standing in line and my mom wanted a picture. Well I was really irritable for different reasons and she tried to put her arm around me to take the picture (this was after I told her that I would only take a picture if someone else did because there was no way I was going to be in a selfie with my mom) anyways, I yelled her and said don't touch me (@ hyuna) well we get inside the baths and I pretty much run off without her and I'm with a friend. Well me and this friend get out of the baths pretty quickly because we didn't care all that much and it kind of stank. Fast forward a little, I'm in a Burger King freaking out about whether or not my mom's gonna send me home because she had already threatened for us to go home. Then we find her again and she's still upset with me and then our group leader takes me to the side and gives me a talking to and I start crying because I'm so overwhelmed (keep in mind, I don't typically cry) and then the girl I ran off with got pooped on by a bird. The end. Have a good week guys.

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