TRIGGER WARNING: DEATH
"you normally come and see me today, wanna have the session here or do you not mind?" lucas asked, playing with jungwoo's hair.
they were laying across jungwoo's bedroom floor as lucas had decided to let jungwoo paint his nails. jungwoo shook his head.
"i dont want to talk about my feelings, i just want to ignore them for now," jungwoo explained, organising his nail polishes back into his storage box.
"if thats what you want, thats fine," lucas nodded, helping jungwoo put the box away, "you hungry?"
jungwoo nodded, stretching tiredly like a cat across lucas' lap, "can we eat out?"
lucas raised his eyebrows, "you're in your pyjamas," he laughed, "we could order pizza?"
"sounds good," jungwoo smiled, sitting up so lucas could order food.
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doyoung is he okay?
lucas he's doing alright, eating pizza and watching anime seems to get his mind off things :)
doyoung if you want to calm him, play with his hair. or to an extreme extent, just hold his hands. he loves that
lucas i knew about the hair thing but not the hand thing. i'll try it :D thank u!!
"jungwoo, how are you feeling?" lucas asked, as the anime ended.
"umm... peach with speckles of blue." jungwoo nodded.
this meant his head was busy. he seemed calm but there were things going on inside his head that he couldnt control. nothing extreme, just thoughts.
"okay, can i feel your heart?" lucas asked, and the boy nodded.
lucas used to do this whenever he thought jungwoo was close to another one of his attacks. he put two fingers on his neck, and smiled with relief when he felt that jungwoo's heart rate was normal.
"you're alright, whats going on in there?" lucas asked, tapping jungwoo's head softly.
"j-just... momma," he smiled weakly. lucas nodded understandably, opening his arms, "huh?"
"come here," lucas sighed, pulling jungwoo into his chest. jungwoo giggled as lucas chose another movie to watch.
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"good morning," lucas smiled, pushing jungwoo's hair out of his face. jungwoo was still half asleep, eyes puffy and hair messy.
"hi," jungwoo slurred his words, "what time is it?"
"around 9."
jungwoo groaned, closing his eyes again. lucas laughed and closed his eyes too. the two quickly fell back asleep
doyoung hello lucas. dont panic jungwoo but please get to the hospital as quick as possible.
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jungwoo struggled to stay calm during the drive to the hospital. lucas held his hand with the hand that wasnt on the wheel.
"shh, everything is going to be okay," lucas calmed him.
jungwoo hesitated as he walked through the halls of the hospital.
