DranGon many times said something or had a thought of something negative. He knew all of his negative but he couldn't fix. That previous sentese is false. He could have just fixed it but he afraid of his dramatic changes which made them made fun on him. He felt annoyed and also embarassed to be encouraged. He looked really sinful but he still in a progress of forgetting it. He also did something that may out of his mind. Let's back in time a bit, when DranGon was back to the hut, Shawon was there to try to keep him and not letting Nick took him with. Dran lost himself off his control and almost killed Nick. When Nick asked, he remembered nothing. DranGon was really silly, mad-man, crazy and uncontrolable. But there was also a cause that automatically made him off control, just like how people get horny and they just wanted it so badly that they forgot everything and risked for something (Please understand). Well, DranGon did the same but with different things. Everyone loves something that nice, sweet and something good. However, DranGon went oppositely. Everytime he noitced a risk of being harmed, he went straight for it. Even how hurt, painful it went, he was all into it. The last time when he faced against Kayser, he knew nothing could be against Kayser but he didn't try, he literally went there to get himself stabbed in the head. Brutal, huh? Well, he loved those feeling of pains. But after the pain, he could stand up himself. But non of them would pass normally, everyone was so worried about him. He hated himself most of the time, he disrespected himself and down grade himself just for the people who he met, either heroes or villains. As the guardian, not simply means to guard a defined object or a place. His guardian job was actually a judge and the law of everything. He made everything balance. If you either have an opinion that most of people do, he would go something against that. Or looking at the brighter side, if some place were in the war, he wanted a peace or just kept it stop. That was the real reason for why he cut his neck in the middle of the war and surely everything stopped immidiately. It might made someone felt disappointed but he made up his mind before that was planned. It may ignore something because the others is bigger and more precious then the rest. But he was said to be a goal-less, how would he have something to do?! He sure to live goal-less, no arrival point. But his goal wasn't goal-less, it just dynamic, depends on the situation. Either he made mistakes in the progress, he really wanted to get it done. He accepts his mistakes and disadvantage from his mistakes. The only hope he does is not letting the effect of the mistake he did affects on others. Like accidently broke someone's window would be bad eventhough it could broke his. Despite the fact he was so old but he was invincible. His soul, was weak, really sensitive. But his defense was the strongest. By just share or somehow touch his soul in his heart with something can break him down, he hurts. But when he does, he would rapidly hold his hands, shrink and try not to express anything. Actually, he felt more painful than the appearance gives. He needs the person who could repair his heart to help hold him up. Simply as also a guardian, it does simply means to protect something. He sure protects you, but you need to protect them as well. The front always the tanking part which gains most of the pain. He lost himself off the control and immidiately wanted to become a guardian to gain the pain and to protect you. He also pays respect to you, and you have to pay him back, too. DranGon doesn't like to talk at all so any purpose disrespect can lead him to attack you. He can just kill you if you do. He is rumoured to be a nice and safe one. Yes, nice but safe, no. He likes biting, even bites himself sometimes. He hurts himself as a habit, a hobby and as a place to make himself off the cuddle feeling. Somethings he really avoids mostly. Like he will not ever look straight into someone's eyes or face, he looks like lurking but no, he is trying his best to look at you. Looking straight into someone would cause drama and offensive feeling which he wants to avoid. His head also a retangular box which he couldn't look straight but only each sides. So you would have noitced that he never looks straight or turned his head at you, but to a side. Some interactions can also offend him. Some people know that petting a dragon under their neck, they like it. But with DranGon, it was a threat. It would be his moment when he will stay the calmest just to say "Please, I'm scared". That would be the real way to make him feel the most pain in the world. It's the real offensive, rude and also a painful, scary, sinful threat you should avoid. If someone did, he was at the closet point to cry and scream for help. This is what it meant "DranGon is old, but he is immature".
