Ch. 12

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Our trip ended on a good note and that made it harder to come back to school

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Our trip ended on a good note and that made it harder to come back to school. Everyone had a good time and we all promised to take a road trip again.

Billie and I didn't speak about what happened and we've gone back to normal. I really feel like I just needed to get that out of my system. Now I can completely focus on Luca.

Since the trip we've had plenty of opportunities to make up for my first time and they've all been good. I don't have anything to compare it to so Luca is pretty good in bed by my standards.

We are weeks away from Thanksgiving and I'm dreading going home. I've received a few texts from my dad this semester, but nothing amazing. I don't want to be in the house with him for a week.

"Are you excited to see your friends again over break?" Josie asks as she checks herself out in the mirror.

"Yes. I can't wait. I'm going to try to spend as much time with them as possible."

"Good. I don't want you being all sad the whole time," she smiles.

"I won't I promise," I smile back. "Where are you going looking all cute?"

"Brian wants to take me somewhere. I think he really likes me."

"How do you feel about him?"

"I like him too. He's different. I think I'll keep him," she jokes making me laugh.

It's almost as if Billie could sense that Josie was gone because she shows up knocking on our door a few minutes after she leaves.

"What are you doing here?"

"Tab is with her study group so I thought I would come bug you. I brought food," she holds up two 12 packs of tacos.

I laugh. "Geez who's going to eat all that?"

"Us because I also got edibles," she walks in past me.

A bottle of wine and only one weed brownies later, we are laughing like idiots at old vines on YouTube and eating tacos. I guess I can check another experience off of my college list.

"I got you high and a boyfriend. I think you owe me," she says randomly. "You're having a damn good college experience because of me."

"Whatever. I don't owe you anything. That's what friends are for," I stick my tongue out.

"Na you definitely owe me," she looks at me in a seductive way.

And just like that the mood is changed from lighthearted to sexual. This is the first time we've been alone together since we kissed at the cabin. I can't say I haven't thought about doing it again.

I bite my lip. "What do you want then?"

"Shit you know," she smirks.

"I wanna hear you say it," I whisper.

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