JANUARI Unedited [COMPLETE]

Chapter one

Januari POV

Are you down to be a distraction baby, but don't distract me, let me ask you baby do you do you do you wanna be a dist-

I slammed my thick fist on the snooze button of my alarm clock. These were the days I dreaded the most.

I get up from my bed and walk to the bathroom.

Ughh this nigga stay in the bathroom...

Markelius aka Mark is my older adopted brother I just found out he's gay.

And even though he's not my real brother he still treats me like one.

*bangs on the door*

"Mark hurry I have to use the bathr-

This boy really singing August Alsina..

"I don't want nobody but you kissing on my tattoos, I don't want nobody but me talking to you until you fall asleep"

A few moments later he comes out wrapped in a pink bath robe and looks me up and down with a stank face.

He came out the bathroom flipping his non visible hair

"Listen her hunty don't rush noboteee when they is singing Daddy Aug. Okay...

I moved passed him and went into the bathroom.

After my shower I looked at myself in the mirror
I slowly removed the towel and seen nothing but flabby skin, stretch marks and cellulite.

I hate myself...

I walked to my bedroom and sat down on my bed and figured out what to wear to school today.

It was fall so the weather was warm and bit chilly.

I wore a light gray hoodie some light blue jeans and my Red and white shell top Adidas I did my hair into two neat buns grabbed my back pack and headed to the kitchen.

I walked in and seen my brother cooking a big breakfast feast as if my fat ass needed this.

"Well good morning sis, you looking good this morn ting
Wit yo Almond-dee self"

I smiled and laughed at his compliment

"Morning Mark I think I'll just have a Apple for break-

"Uh I think the fuck not, I was slaving in this kitchen while you was bathing, you Besta get over her and make you plate or sun!"

He said swinging a spatula in the air, I mean he did cook all my favorites, Buttermilk Pancakes, scrambled eggs. Bacon, and grits

I know I couldn't pass up a meal this good..

"Ugh fine"

I grabbed a plate and filled it up with everything, I may have over done it a tad bit but Mark barely cooks so I wanted to get my fill.

After taking the first bite I was in heaven.

"Mmmmmm this so good"

I must've been enjoying my food because Mark was staring at me.

"Gur you moaning like you getting Dick, damn it's just food.

"Sorry it's just so good"

He smirked at me