JANUARI Unedited [COMPLETE]

Chapter-fourteen

Januari POV

I'm not going to make it.

My own best friend tried to kill me and I keep hearing that stupid beeping shit.

And I keep hearing voices maybe it's angels trying to take me to be with the Lord..

No no no I haven't lived my life yet

I haven't went to college..

I haven't got married

I wanted to have children

Twins a boy and a girl

And I was starting to Like Cameron

And I haven't seen Mark yet I can't die yet without saying goodbye.

Mark omg MARK!!!!

"MARK, MARK!!!??"

"She's back we have her breathing and she's stable"

"Hi sweety it's glad to have you back she said placing her cold spotted hand on top of mine causing me to flinch

Bitch I never died...

I tried to move but I was connected to a whole bunch of wires and I had this weird tube in my arm sucking out blood, I felt my face and I noticed it was bandaged up.

Where the hell am I?

"W-where am I?" I asked looking around the place with my one good eye.

Shit I feel like fetty wap

The white lady approached me with a stethoscope and put it on my chest. The shit was colder than a bitch.

Once she removed it she gave me a genuine smile

"Honey your in the hospital, you've been beat pretty badly and we have your boyfriend waiting in the lobby would you like to see him?"

Boyfriend?!?

"Wait boyfriend I-I don't have a boyfriend"

She opened the door and there stood Cameron his neat dreads hung over his face, he kinda looked like a black grudge

He came in and sat down on the bed and the nurse left out the room.

"I'm glad your up I was really worried about you"
He said placing a soft kiss on my forehead.

I stared at him with and tried to figure out why he call me his girlfriend.

"You told them I was girlfriend?"

He shook his head and kept his eyes on the floor

"Y-yeah I did because that's what I want, I want us to be together, you mean so much to me and I really care about you your beautiful to me Januari, say you'll be mine?"

I was surprised by his words no boy has ever said anything like that to me before and even though I'm starting to like Cameron I can't force myself to be with anyone right now and besides Mark wouldn't allow it.

But he was disloyal to me and lied to me and I don't think I can forgive him I gave him so many chances and he keeps telling me lies. So I think it's time for me start doing whatever I want.

I tried to reach and give him a hug but my arms were so short all I could do was was touch his hand

He laughed at me and brought me into an embrace

I wonder what Mark's gonna think when I tell him I'm committed to somebody..

I think I did bad with this chapter.

V&C

~Coco

More drama to come!!!