Started: November 2018
Finished: June 16 2019
Anna's POV
"Ugh why is life so complicated" I said on the phone to my best friend Mara.
Today has been the 67th day of Shawn's tour, and I feel as stiff as a board sleeping on the tour bus.
"Calm dow...
Shawn POV; I chugged my second glass of whatever this alcohol as the loud music filled my ears. Man I wish I was more drunk, and to my surprise a group of girls around my age also tipsy like me came over and asked me,
"Hey your Shawn Mendes right?"
I grinned as I replied in a slur "yes and would you like to buy me a drink?"
They all looked at each other and giggled, I noticed there was one girl in the back who was smiling but looked uncomfortable. I quickly grabbed her hand and took her to the bar.
"Here if I buy you a drink you have to tell me what's on your mind" I said as I ordered to the bartender.
She still hasn't said a word she just stared at me shocked and looked unsure.
"Hey I don't bite, here let's make a deal you can rant to me if I can rant to you"
She looked up and I saw her cute rimmed glasses, Hey she is kinda cute. "Okay" she replied.
I looked around to see a bunch of sweaty people dancing and others completely wasted as I decided to say "hey let's get out of here and go somewhere quieter"
She nodded as I grabbed her hand and directed her out of the bar to some random street. I honestly had no clue what I was doing but she reminds me a bit of Anna, and also the quietest ones always have the most on their minds.
"So what do you need to rant about?" The girl asks, I can see her goosebumps clearly against her olive skin.
"Before I rant take this" I say putting my light orange ribbed jean jacket over her.
"Oh no it's okay" she says politely.
"No I insist" I say flashing a grin, she nods as I continue to talk about Anna.
"So I'm guessing you know who I am," I look at her, "and well, there's this girl. And she's not just like any other girl, not that there's anything wrong with being like most girls. She just makes me feel like we're the only two in a room when we're near"
I shoved my hands in my pocket feeling a bit flustered that I just admitted this all to a stranger.
"I think your in love Shawn"
"Yeah but the problem is I fucked up and now she won't talk to me"
"What happened?"
"Her siblings got kidnapped and she wanted me to stay but I had to leave for tour"
She stopped on the sidewalk and looked up at me, she was not too much shorter than me, but I still had to look down to see her.
"Your joking right?" She says
I nod my head no as she takes a breath and says "your in some deep shit Shawn"
"I know, I just don't know what to do"
"This is brutal, but I think you have to let her go. When the time is right you two will find each other"
"I just don't think I can ever love anyone the same because I had her. I mean they might help me forget but I can't love them the same as I loved her"
"I'm sorry Shawn, but that's the way life is, you may have to be the heartbreaker or break ones heart"
"Which one are you?" I ask her.
She sighed as she says "I'm both"
"Talk to me" I say.
-
After a long walk and a long talk about both of our problems I decided it would be best if she just crashed at my place, no sex. Just sleeping.
When we made it to my hotel she looked up at me and said "thank you for letting me crash"
I smiled and said "I should be the one thanking you, you helped me solve my problem"
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@Mrs.Mendes; omg I was waiting for Shawn at his hotel when I saw him go in with a girl dude!!
@user1: OMG WHAT ABOUT CAMILLA
@Mendesdussy; I bet that their engagement was fake
