Life and Lies

CHAPTER 8

Chaeyoung's POV

It's been two months since the talk between me and Tzuyu happened, luckily the unnies believe my alibi with the help of tzuyu of course,she covered me up.We successfully made our comeback. We participated on many variety shows and do some music shows. Luckily our comeback song topped almost of the music charts here in korea and got a million views in YouTube, resulting on JYP pdnim treats us to his favorite Japanese restaurant. I am happy and indeed grateful to our 'Onces ' who's always been with us from the start since sixteen and until now, also with my members. I know that its been so hard since our trainee days and seeing all these achievements is all worth it. Everything is perfect as of this moment

Or so I thought...

We're here at the van heading to our dorm from JYP pdnim's treat, mina unnie seated right next to me and I'm lying if I said that I'm comfortable with it cause I'm not.

"Chaeng can I lean on you, I'm so sleepy" She softly asked, I just nod

How I love hearing her sweet voice,its like a soothing music to my ears,I don't know but this fast few days I caught myself staring at her whenever I get a chance, my fucking heart beats so fast whenever shes near and I'm not liking it. Im so stupid not to figure this out early.

'I like her'

I gritted my teeth and hit my head, 'Fuck' I forget that mina unnie is asleep and leaning her head on my shoulders

" What's wrong chaeng? " Her eyes are half closed as she asked me

"N-nothing unnie, go back to sleep" I awkwardly answered as I tapped my shoulders signaling her to lean her head again.

'Fuck fuck fuck! You are fucking stupid chaeng, for gahd jihyo's sake you have a girlfriend and her name is somi! ' I mentally cursed

I love somi, no doubt to that but mina unnie is getting my attention everytime and I can't blame her, I don't know if this is just the result of not seeing and missing my girlfriend for about a month or it's just me having a problem.

I can't like mina unnie, first I have a girlfriend, second shes my member, she's a sister to me well all of my members are a sister to me ,we're a family, I can't like my sister in a romantic way! We've been together for years since trainee days and I had never felt this way towards her or any of my members.

Lastly, mina unnie is as straight as fuck.
My members are straight as fuck, we're just clingy and touchy cause we're comfortable with each other until I felt this fucking feeling towards mina unnie. I'm not comfortable with her anymore.

I looked at mina unnie ,who's so close with me right right now, her long eyelashes, her pointed little nose, her mole near at her lips

'How I wished I could taste that kissable lips of her' Fuck chaeng! Get back on your senses. You have a fucking girlfriend, you can't just admire someone's lips and wishes to kiss it.

I think I should do something to meet my girlfriend now, cause if not I might get drown to mina unnie's spell.

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" Thank you for your hard work! " we greet as we bowed to the staffs

The shoot for our last week appearance in music bank had ended smoothly, we we're heading to our waiting room when my members and IOI's bumped to each other in the hallway

" Annyeong Haseyo " We both greet and bowed to each other

" Unniiiiieeeeesssss", somi who's jolly and cheerful as ever, she give a hug to everyone of us

I looked at chungha unnie and bowed a little for recognition and she did the same. No one knows that I'm closed to the other member of ioi except somi,

Finally, somi turns to me and hug me. I hug her tightly,

" I missed you love" I softly whisper in her ears, making sure that no one in my members and hers hears me. Well both of our members are busy talking to each other so I take the opportunity to hug her more.

" I fucking miss you love, don't you feel the same? " I softly asked her while nudging my head on her neck and licking it a bit

"I missed you too love, and stop licking my neck, it tickles you know" she answered

I chuckled at her as I let her go, signalling her to go back to her members

My members and hers both bid goodbye to each other, we wish their group a good luck and headed to each other's waiting room.

When we came to our waiting room I throw my body at the couch and withdraws a big sigh, 'I'm fucking tired '
I love our Onces and I love doing this job to make them happy but you know there are times that feel exhausted.

I closed my eyes while waiting for my unnies to get change first, I have eight members and this waiting room don't have enough restroom to accommodate all of us so I have to wait for my turn. Suddenly I feel someone sits beside me and rest herself on me ,probably it's momo or dahyun unnie , I open my eyes a bit only to find out who's resting her body on me

'Fuck! It's mina unnie ' here's this fucking heart of mine again, I really can't control this heart when it comes to mina unnie.
I feel my cheeks heated up, ' Damn Chaeng! You can't blush except if its for your girlfriend' I mentally slapped my self

I slowly removed her from me, resting her head on the head couch, I quickly pick my clothes from our stylist unnie

" Yah! Son Chaeyoung, it's my turn " Jeongyeon shouted at me, not minding her I quickly enter the restroom

'I'm sorry lil jam bro but I can't be with mina unnie so closed'

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