I think with my heart
And not with my head
Maybe that's why I
Chose to trust you insteadOf pushing you away
I do this subconsciously
Even though I've told myself
This isn't how it'll beYears and years
I can't seem to stop
Some days I love you
Others, I beg you to rotWithin the depths of hell
Where you seem to drag me
You say I'm exaggerating
But I guess you don't seeThe path you're striding down
The person you said
And promised you wouldn't be
Now you're chosing insteadTo listen to everyone
Except for your kids
Your promises are filled
With lies and the headsOf poisonous snakes
That snap at everyone
Who tries to help
I just want to be doneWith all this pain,
Uncertainty and instinct
I'm tired of trying
My motivation is meekMy will is dwindling
To a burnt-out ember
I will simply refuse
To do this anymoreIf you can't consider
My thoughts and emotions
I refuse to show
Any more devotion
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The Poems Of Me
PoetryPoetry is a form of venting for me. So don't be surprised if you read this only to find a book full of meaningful, and possibly confusing, poems. In some way, my poems are a form of myself and my own feelings. ((PLEASE DON'T STEAL! I MAKE THESE POE...