The truth is I had been fighting depression and eating disorders for ever now, but I didn't want Jc to know! after that he grabbed my hand and said "hey you can unpack later wanna go for a walk on the beach?" I smiled and said "sure!" When all I really wanted to do was lay on my bed and cry. When we got to the beach I saw the dock then I saw the sun setting behind the dock and decided to run up onto the dock which turned out to be a bad idea when I got up to the dock and Jc followed he got swarmed by girls who knew him from youtube. After about 10 minutes of it all I got tired and decided I had seen enough of the sun set and decided to go home when I was about half way home I texted Jc 
                              Me 'hey decided to go ahead and leave gone get some sleep talk to you later!'
                              Jc 'wait please let me come over we need to talk!'
                              Me 'Jc I'm tired just talk to me tomorrow!' 
                              Jc 'ok :( wait I can see you ok gonna chase you!' 
                              Me 'Jc stop you need to pay attention to your fans!' 
                              Jc 'I thought you were my fan :('
                              Me 'Jc stop being stupid I am!'
                              Jc 'I'm almost caught up! 😋😋' 
                              Me 'Jc be careful they are following you! haha made you look!' 
                              Then I got to the apartment and decided to go ahead and go to bed when I got in mack and t were on the couch watching a movie I told them I was gonna go ahead and go to sleep. About 3 minutes later Jc came busting through my door then yelled "I told you I would find you!" by this time I had changed into some sweats and an old muscle tee with half of my makeup off. I jumped a little then covered my face. Jc walked over to me grabbed my hands and kissed my forehead, I blushed a little then smiled some too!
                                      
                                          
                                  
                                              
                                          