So Ava is now 15 and Jake is 10. I woke up this morning to my alarm going off I had to get up for work and I had to get the kids up for school and the bus it's 5:30 am I know the kids hate this but true bus comes at 6 so I have to get them up I walked into Ava's room first because she takes for ever to get up I wake her up then run into Jakes to wake him up too after I wake them both up I run into the kitchen to make breakfast I usually make eggs and toast then I set out orange juice for Ava and apple for Jake but for me and Jc we drink milk. after Ava and Jake come down its time to wake up Jc so I run into our room and jump on him he automatically wakes up and kisses me after I get dressed in my work clothes which is an old shirt and some sweat pants because I'm an artist I work at home! Jc works as a personal trainer and boxes on the weekend and today was Friday and he had to go to Florida so his bag was next to the door and after breakfast he left and the kids got on the but I texted Kian and said "hey come over I need to show you something!" after about 39 minutes he showed up at the house and I drug him into my art room and showed him a picture of 3 people they were inside of a heart that had been broken but then stitched back together. the boy and older woman were on the right and the younger girl was on the left all by herself and under it it said "we're a family no matter what!" kian smiled and hugged me I couldn't help but cry I know it sounds stupid but I felt so strongly over this painting and I wanted to give it to our mom her birthday it was coming up so I wrapped it and gave it to her. after she saw it she cried too it was just such an emotional piece that meant so much to our family! My mom smiled and said "I love it sweetie thank you so much!" I smiled and said "your welcome mom I'm glad you like it now me and kian have to go but we love you!" she smiled and said "I love you too!" after that we left and three days later we got a call saying she was dead. me and kian took it badly! I had only known my own mother for about 11 years then she passed away! Today was the day of her viewing and funeral. I walked in in a short black dress with lace ruffles around the bottom and a pair of black lace flats. Kian was in a dress shirt with khakis and some dress shoes our arms were hooked together because we were brother and sister and Jc had the kids Ava was walking beside of me crying just like me our makeup was running and we both looked ridiculous! after the funeral we decided to go for some Taco Bell to try to lighten the mood but it didn't really help me and Kian didn't have any parents left that was it it was mom that's it she's all we had! me and Kian sat together and I stayed cuddled into his chest most of the time! We got weird looks from strangers but I didn't care. After we ate I decided to go home with kian Jc had the kids under control so it would be easier for me to not worry about more than one thing. we walked into the house and I went straight up to Kians room i laid down on his bed and went to sleep when I woke up he was laying beside of me I smiled and shook him until he woke up when he woke up he smiled and said "I never told you but when we first met I thought you were cute!" I giggled and said "ewe your gross!" He smiled and said "hey it was before I knew you were my sister!" I smiled and said "but it's still gross!" he just shook his head. After laying there for about 3 more minutes I checked my phone to see that it was 4:43 am I groaned and rolled over to go back to sleep. But after about 30 seconds kian started to tickle me and said "I bet you can't stay up the rest of the night!" I smiled and said "your on!" After staying awake the rest of the night and getting dressed in Kians sweat pants and Sams muscle tee I walked downstairs where the guys were sitting I saw Connor sitting on a stool that was at the counter so I went and sat on the counter beside of him he smiled and said "you know Jake called this morning and he's gonna walk over in a few!" I ran upstairs and woke up kian he got dressed then I heard a knock at the door and I ran downstairs Jake and Ava were standing at the door I smiled and hugged them both then let them inside! After I made them breakfast we talked and watched tv then I remembered I needed to film so I decided to do the family tag I started filming with Jake and Ava beside me but with kian on my lap. I didn't have Jc there so I facetimed him it was funny because when I facetimed him he had just gotten out of the shower so his hair was a mess and everything but I still put him in because I thought he was hot! after I edited and uploaded the video there were a lot of hate comments and a bunch of comments like "omg Ava's hot I wanna fuck her all night long!" they were from men like 30-40 year olds and it was scary so I took it down and just tweeted my tweet said "hey everyone sorry for the vid getting taken down but to many pervs!" I got a lot of replies then I got one it was a picture of Ava's head photoshopped onto a naked girls body! I blocked and reported the guy then ran upstairs to check on Ava she was in the spare room but she wasn't alone she was with sam. They were kissing I freaked out and yelled "SAM WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK YOUR MY AGE GET OFF OF MY DAUGHTER! AND YOU AVA GRACE CASTILLO GO HOME RIGHT NOW I DONT WANNA HEAR ANYTHING FROM YOU!" After that she ran out crying and it was just me and Sam. I was so mad that I said "so do you wanna explain or would you like to just sit there looking like you just made out with a 15 year old?" he sighed and said "well she said she had never had her first kiss and that she wanted to kiss an older guy then she just kinda kissed me!" I was still mad and said "what ever I'm going home just tell kian I left!" I ran downstairs got my phone and my son then started walking home when me and jake got there Ava was in her room. I walked in and her makeup was running horribly I walked over to her and said "look I'm not mad at you I'm mad at sam he should have stopped everything but he didn't you were just doing what you felt was right!" she smiled and said "thanks mom and dad had to leave early for Chicago!" I frowned and said "oh so it's just us for 5 days then how about we send Jake over to uncle Kians for the week and say that you both have strep?" she smiled and said "I would like that very much!" after that I called the school and told them everything then called kian and asked him to watch Jake me and Ava went to sweet frog for yogurt. then we went to the mall and bought a bunch of stuff then we went to Taco Bell then we decided to go to the beach so we went and bought new bikinis and stuff then we went to the beach for the rest of the day!
