After everything that happened with Jc I had to face Connor and God that wasn't easy! me and Jc were cuddling and I just kinda stood up and got my stuff! he looked at me confused and said "wait where are you going?" I looked at him expressionless and said "I have to go explain to Connor everything that's going on!" Jc just nodded. I walked out into the driveway and got in my car and drove back to the o2l house. When I got there Connor was sitting outside he looked nervous so I walked up to him and sat down beside of him. he looked at me and said "so what did he need to give you?" I frowned and said "well Connor to be honest me and Jc are kinda back together ok Connor I really like you but we just won't happen can't happen. I'm sorry." Connor looked at me saddened and said "I get it you love each other it's cute." I smiled and said "I'm glad your ok with it Connor!" He smiled and said "hell I saw it coming." I smiled and said "well I have to go but Connor I do love you ok just not the way I love jc." he smiled and said "I get it." after that I left and when I got back to the house lia was beating on the front door saying "Jc please just let me in is there something I can do you don't need that whore." I ran up behind her and pulled her back by her hair she fell to the ground and started to cry I just punched her in the face a few times until Jc came out to get me off of her he took me inside and sat me down he frowned and said "you know she's gonna call the cops right?" I smiled and said "but it's so worth it." he just laughed and then I heard a knock at the door I walked to the door turned around and let them handcuff me. I turned to Jc and said "hey tell the kids I will be back soon." he smiled and nodded when I got to jail the man who was interviewing me was kinda a duche and said stuff like "so you hit her cause she was trying to fuck your man huh." I just sat their quiet the whole time then he said "so it says here you have a history of violence and anger issues?" I looked at him confused and said "wait that's on my record." he looked at me emotionless and said "yup sure is." I just sat there just thinking and hoping someone would come get me out of here. after they put me in a cell I just kinda sat there. Then a cop came in and said "alright your free to go your girlfriend came to get you." I was puzzled but walked out anyway. when I got it into the front desk area I saw Lauren standing there waiting for me I ran up and hugged her. She smiled and said "someone's happy to see me." I smiled and said "yeah so your my girlfriend now huh." she smiled and said "they said only family of partners." I smiled and said "dang no ex partners that's messed up." she slid her arm around me waist and we walked out she smiled and said "we look like a gay couple right." I smiled and said "yeah I think so." We just laughed and walked on to her car we decided to go to the beach before we went back to my house we stopped by target so I could get a new bikini after I bought it we went to the beach when we got there we automatically got in the water. we splashed and played and had a good time until it was dark then we drove back to my house when we got there we were both still in our bathing suits and just kinda walked inside arms around each others waists. we got inside and I saw Jake and Ava on the couch I smiled and said "hey kids meet Lauren she one of my ex's." Ava looked at me shocked and said "mom your bi?" I smiled and said "yeah honey. and I wanna go ahead and say that I'm not gonna be hurt if your bi or lesbian or gay ok." Jake just stood ups an walked out I laughed a little then Jc walked in looking oddly pissed he looked at me and Lauren and said "so where have you two been I figured you would come straight home after you got out." I looked at him and said "Jc chill we just went to the beach you act like I cheated on you." he looked at me even angrier and said "well me and the kids haven't had dinner yet so how about you fix something." I got really mad after he said that and said "oh so just because I'm a girl mean I have to cook oh hell no if you want food you can cook it your own damn self. I don't see why lia wanted you so bad you alway have an attitude or something to say about everything I do." after that I just stormed out and went to Lauren's car I just sat there and when she got in she said "I'm sorry this wouldn't have happened if I would have just brought you home." I smiled and said "no you make this night better! I love that you don't hate me after our breakup and everything ok glad that we can still be really close friends." she smiled and said "me too." We sat there a second and then I started to get cold so I decided to go inside and get something to put on other than my bathing suit when I went inside I heard Ava crying and Jake hitting the walls and I saw jc opening a beer I then noticed what I do to this family and just kinda dropped to the floor and cried for a second until Jc noticed me he ran over to me and hugged me we just kinda sat there in each other's arms then Ava came down she had tears running down her face but when she saw me she stopped crying and ran over to me and Jc she sat down and put her head on my shoulder I smiled and said "I'm sorry for yelling yall I just I have anger issues too and I just they... have never been this bad." Jc hugged me and said "it will be ok we will get you help." I just kinda sat there and smiled. I stood up and walked up to jakes room he was still hitting his walls I opened the door and said "hey bud you ok?" He smiled and said "yeah mom I'm sorry." I smiled and walked into mine and Jcs room I saw a bunch of beer cans on the night stand I started to cry a little but then I heard Jc walking up the stairs so I stopped and sat at my mirror to take off my makeup he came up behind me and said "hey you ok your eyes are red." I faked a smile and said "yeah I just poked myself on accident." He smiled and said "ok well I'm on a go to a party at the o2l house tonight if you wanna come." I kept a straight face and said "no I'm good I don't need to go just please don't drink to much." he smiled and said "never babe." I frowned and said "all the time Jc!" He looked at me confused and said "what do you mean?" I frowned and said "the night stand." He looked at me and said "that is what happened when I thought you were never coming back." I was mad and said "but Jc you had kids to take care of you shouldn't have been drinking anything." He got mad too and said "well if you didn't cut yourself for attention we wouldn't be in this position." I froze I felt tears streaming down my face and I was shaking. I felt a pair of arms wrap around me but just sat there! After I finally decided to try to live again I heard yelling and noticed I was in my closet with someone hugging me and crying on my shoulder. I looked down and saw Ava and Jake both sitting cuddled against me crying and when I listened to the yelling I could tell it was Jc and kian. so I walked out and automatically got pulled back into the closet i tinted around and it was Ava she frowned and said "mom it's no use they ha even doing it for 2 hours now." I just sat back down and we all decided to tweet at some of my fans. after about 30 minutes I got bored and texted Jc it said 'hey when you gonna stop yelling at my brother it's getting kinda boring in this closet!!! 🍆🍆🍆🍆' he replied with 'just come out he is convinced that I killed you or something!' I stepped out of the closet and kian automatically picked me up and ran me downstairs and put the house Ava followed but I think Jake was still in shock from it all so he stayed. Kian sat me in his car and started to look at my wrists and my upper arms and stuff like that he looked at me worried and said "did he hurt you all I heard was him yell 'well if you didn't cut your self for attention then we wouldn't be in this position." I frowned and said "well after he said that I just kinda shut down so I don't know." kian hugged me and said "ok ok not letting you go near him anymore it's ok." I frowned and said "what about vidcon we were supposed to share a room." he looked at me and said "too bad our gonna stay with me sam can stay with him and Ava and Jake can stay in our room too." I just smiled and he drove me to his house.
