I was thinking about it and decided I wanted to go stay with Joe Zoellas brother for a little while, so I texted him got my plane ticket and then talked to Jc about leaving Ava with him Jc liked the idea of time for just him and Ava but he didn't like the idea of me going to stay with Joe because he knew I liked British accents. I could tell he was angry when I left but I didn't care I needed some time away! so after I got on the plane then landed I stepped off the plane got my bag and started to look for Joe after I found him he hugged me then told me how excited he was to see me. we then went back to his house and he handed me a beer I looked at him funny and he said "your 19 right?" i smirked and said "well 20" he said "ok then your old enough to drink here!" I smiled and said "oh ok then thanks!" after about 4 beers I felt kinda drunk and then I got a text from Jc that said "what are you doing? are you and Joe having fun? just please don't have too much fun?" I was kinda mad and texted "Jc do you even love me? do you even trust me? Do you wanna lose me because I think you don't trust me?" he texted back "Do i love u? Yup! Do i need u? Hell yes Do i trust u? 24/7. Do i wanna lose u? Fuck No!💕 I Love you!" I was drunk and said "ok Jc you don't mean it just trust me I'm not gonna do anything ok I love you!" after sending that I turned my phone off joe could tell I was up set when I came back into the living room so he patted the couch next to him and I sat down and cuddled up to him he started to run his fingers through my hair and I can't remember the rest. I woke up the next morning in his bed I looked around the room frantically until I saw his trash can with a condom in it then I started to freak out less then my head started to hurt so I walked downstairs and drank some milk then I felt someone press up against me I quickly turned around and got smiled at by joe I pushed him away and said "Joe what we did was a mistake I was mad and drunk and I like you but not like that ok I'm sorry." Joe looked at me smiled and said "oh I know I just wanted to tell you that you wouldn't let it happen. Last night when we got into bed I started putting on a condom and said 'you don't need another kid' then you said 'Oh my god Joe I'm sorry but I can't go through with this!' then we went to sleep." I smiled hugged him and said "Joe thanks for telling me!" he smiled and said "always now get home to your baby and your man!" I smiled kissed him on the cheek and said "thanks joe I will text you when I get back!" he smiled and said "kk bye love!" I knew what he meant by love because that was a British thing that he did to everyone. After I got back to la and got off my plane I got my bag turned on my phone so that I could get an uber but instead I saw that I had about 40 texts and missed calls from Jc. I started to feel bad but I wanted to surprise him with me coming home because I wasn't supposed to be home for another week. so I texted kian and had him come get me and when I got to he house Jc was feeding Ava I walked in dropped my bag and yelled surprise! I forgot that I wasn't supposed to tell infront of my baby but remembered when she started to cry I ran over to Jc and grabbed her I calmed her down then have her back to Jc after kissing him for about a minute. he continued to feed her then said "so what happened between you and Joe?" I looked at him shocked and with a kinda hateful tone said "nothing I was kinda drunk when you texted me the other night so I didn't know what I was saying but I automatically wished I had never said it as soon as I did!" after saying that I could tell Jc was mad because he handed Ava to kian and asked him to take her outside for a few minutes. after kian went outside Jc grabbed my wrist and said "look your not supposed to drink and you know it your american I know that the drinking limit is different over there but it doesn't change the fact you got drunk you will never drink again! are we clear?" by this one I couldn't feel my hand anymore and I was lucky that sam come running downstairs or things might have gotten worse. Sam ran over and pulled Jc away from me he then told Jc to go for a walk which he did then I went outside to get Ava from kian I can back in packed mine and Ava's things got in my car and drove to Connor's apartment I had a key because he told me everytime me and Jc fight he wants me to come over to his house so that nothing happens to me or Ava. Connor was very nice and extremely cute too but I couldn't date him because it would break O2L apart. I decided to just stay at his apartment until could find my own apartment which didn't take long and it wasn't far away I was in the apartment right across from connors and we could literally knock on our walls and hear each other. It was fun and I made all he guys promise not to tell Jc where I lived and for a while he didn't find out until he was over at connors one day and I walked out while he was leaving too. as soon as a stepped out and shut my front door I could feel jc's eyes on me I froze and didn't know what to do so I pulled Ava closer and walked to my car quickly. I put Ava in her car seat and strapped her in after i strapped her in I felt Jc press up against me, so I turned around and tried to wiggled out of his arms I could see Connor walking to us over Jcs shoulder so I just gave up! when Connor got over to me and Jc he made Jc let go then Jc said "what are you doing Connor you have to let me see my baby!" I looked at him and said "she's not yours anymore!" he looked at me and said "no that is my baby!" I looked at him and said "no she's not I have full custody! I served you the papers for custody you didn't send them back with an argument so I got full custody!" at that moment in time the worst thing happened Carter walked out of my house we had been seeing each other for a while! When Carter walked up to me he put his arms around my waist and said "hey babe what's Jc doing here?" I sighed and said "I don't know he was over at Connor's!" then Ava started to cry so I said "oh babe will you check on our baby?" Jc and Carter said in sync "oh yeah let me see her!" I turned to Jc and said "I was talking to Carter. he's her father now!" Jc glared at me and yelled "NO HES NOT THATS MY BABY NO MATTER WHAT THE COURT SAYS YOU CAN DO BLOOD TESTS ITS MY BABY!" I sighed and said "well Jc the court says that Carter adopted Ava as mine and his child and said as she's growing up she's gonna think he's her dad unless you can somehow convince me that you still love me and her enough to try to be a father to her!" Jc looked at me with tears in his eyes and said "I can show you I'm gonna be a great father!" After saying that he turned and walked away I don't know what he's such an ass but he is. Me and Carter got in the car along with baby Ava and Carter said "what was all of that about?" I looked at him and said "I knew he would leave after hearing that!" he smirked and said "oh cool I guess!" I then pulled out of our driveway and drove to whole foods because that's were I get all of my food from! when I got there I saw Jc's car and knew we would bump into him. So after I got baby food and a new pacifier for Ava I want over to the Nutella and peanut butter I picked up a can of Nutella and a jar of peanut butter I also got some bread and then I went to the vegetables for some brocalli when I got over there Jc was standing right at the brocalli he knew I would get some I just picked some up then he said "our first kiss was at vid con it was your q&a! Our first movie together was cat and the hat! the first time we met was at the airport. the first vid you have on your channel is called goofy MEE. Ava was born at 10:27am on your birthday. she has blue eyes just like yours! You sometimes move a little when you sleep like you will twitch and it's the cutest thing I have ever seen. I wish that you knew how much I truly love you!" after he said that he started to walk away but I grabbed his arm causing him to turn around quickly I smiled and said "Jc that's all I ever wanted to hear you say!" he smiled and said "I'm glad so what about Carter?" I laughed and said "we aren't actually dating I used him to make you jealous we are just living together he pays the water power and phone bills he also pays half the rent! He's great at changing Ava's diapers too! Jc smiled and said "well I have been staying at your place because t has been gone for a while and mack is always at the O2L house with kian. So babe will you come home please?" I smiled and said "it would be my pleasure!" I found Carter and told him the good news I payed for the stuff I bought took Ava back to my new apartment packed all of our stuff then drove toy old apartment on the way there I saw a kitten laying on the side of the road it was still moving just looked like it had been set out, so I stopped and picked it up I wrapped it in one of Ava's blankets and drove it to my apartment. After I got there Jc was already there and so was another car I hadn't seen it before. I got scared but decided to go ahead and get Ava and go inside so I did and when I got inside there was a big banner that said "Welcome Home Baby!" I smiled and decided to walk upstairs into my room on the bed was about 12 roses and a bow of chocolates when I opened it there was a note that said "come into Ava's room!" I walked into Ava's room and saw Jc and Hannah Hart standing there with balloons in hand when I walked in they said "welcome home!!" Jc smiled and said "so I changed my mind on who I wanted to be Ava's God mother! I want Hannah to do it and she said she would be happy to do it!" I smiled and said "oh my goodness your not serious Hannah Hart is gonna be my babies God mother!" Hannah smiled and said "let me see my god child!" I handed Ava to Hannah and she automatically started to smile and giggled Jc walked over to me and put his arms around my waist I smiled and said "I never actually filed for full custody!" Jc smiled and said "I know I called the court house!" I punched him in the arm playfully then he kissed me on the cheek.
