Kian took my phone so I can't talk to jc but he didn't take my computer so we have been skyping. me and Jc decided to meet at the park today at 5 and it's right around 4 now so I stood up and walked to the shower. I jumped in took a quick shower and went back into my room so I could get dressed when I got in my room I shut and locked the door and I got a Skype it was from Jc so I answered it and proceeded to get dressed the first thing he said was "Damn you look just as good as you did our first time." I smiled and said "well to bad you got all wrinkly." he just kinda laughed. we talked until it was time for us to head to the park. When I got to the park Jc was on the swing his hair was perfect and his eyes were too. I stood there for a second until he noticed that I was there then he came over to me and hugged me we hugged for a while then he kissed me. I smiled into our kiss and after a while we broke apart. We walked hand in hand back to the swings and just sat there swung and talked for a while then kian walked up he looked happy he smiled and said "ok so you two oviously love each other and really want to be together so I will make you a deal Jc if you go to the doctor and get something for your anger I will let Jillian come back home." Jc smiled and said "ok I will go tomorrow to get something for it." kian left and me and jc kept swinging and talking I felt like I had just met him again before kian left he handed me my phone so I started reading the messages Jc had sent me. They were mostly apologies then I saw one hat said 'hey just found some cuts on Ava's wrist in gonna talk to her about it' I just froze didn't talk or move or cry nothing just sat there on the swing letting it sit in that I was the reason my daughter did this to herself.
