After I got to my hotel room I saw Jc sitting in front of my door he ouviously wanted to explain but I wasn't in the mood so I just walked past him. After I got in and sat down I was the only one in the room Jc kept texting me but I just ignored him then I decided to text Carter to make Jc think I had other options. After I texted Carter there was a knock at my door I peaked out to see that it was Carter and let him in and we talk about what happened and he cradled me for about 10 minutes then there was another knock a my door I knew it would be Jc so I opened the door and motioned for him to come in. After he came in and sat down on the bed across from Carter I came back and sat down beside of Carter, Jc looked hurt but I was hurt too! After a few seconds of awkward silence I said "are you going to explain or not?" Jc looked at me and said "first off let me start off with I'm so very sorry! The girl in there didn't mean anything to me. I was scared you might not make it and I thought that I was gonna be alone then she started to comfort me and it just kinda happened." I sat there with no expression on my face then Carter put his hand on my knee and gave me the 'are you ok?' look and I simply shook my head yes. after a few moments of awkward silence I finally said " look Jc if that's how you cope with your sadness I can't be with you! if this was a once in a life time kinda thing then I guess I can maybe forgive you but then again this hurts me pretty bad so I'm gonna need some time! But there is hope for our relationship and if your wondering what happened between me and Carter while you weren't in the room I told him what happened and he let me cry into his chest for about 10 minutes that it!" Jc then stood up and grabbed my hand got down on one knee then kissed my hand and said "I'm so sorry and I promise I won't do this again!" I faked a smile and said "well let's hope it doesn't happen again!" Then Jc stood up and picked me up I wrapped my legs around his waist and passionately kissed him. I then saw Carter stand up and walk out of the room but I didn't care and at that moment in time the only person I cared about was Jc!
