I woke up this morning and looked at my wrists and thighs I was shocked that Jc hadn't seen all of my scars yet. But i felt like today i needed to show him we have a kid together now! i know i need to tell him whats going on. So i walked downstairs to see that jc wasnt in the living room kitchen bathroom or even avas room. i knew something was wrong. i texted jc to ask him where he was and he simply replied with 'you hid your scars what else are you hiding from me? i cant be with you if your still doing it!' i broke down and texted him and said 'well if thats how you feel when you come home i wont be here im going to live with troye and im taking ava with me.' i few seconds later i got a text that said 'im coming home right now!' after he texted me that i decided to scare him so i put on a black shirt with some white skinny jeans and my galaxy L.A snapback i also slipped on my black toms and grabbed my phone. I walked to the park which was one of my favorite places in this city! I walked to the park and saw down at the swings then I saw the one person I didn't expect to see running towards me it was Jc. I quickly stood up and started run away from him he was quicker then me so he caught me quickly after he caught me I turned around and as soon as he saw my face he got mad I just looked at the ground and tried to give him time to calm down. But he didn't instead he grabbed my wrist and held on tightly. I looked at him and said "Jc stop that's hurting my cut... I mean my scars!" Jc looked at me and said "you said cuts!" when he looked back down at his hand there was blood all over it not his blood my blood. he looked at me with fear in his eyes and without saying anything picked me up and started carrying me home. when we were about half way home I blacked out! I seemed to be doing a lot of that lately. When I finally woke up I saw Jc sitting on the bed beside of me talking to someone on the phone. so I decided to listen. Jc said "yeah lia I know...... Lia I love you too........ babe I miss you more!" I just laid there and listened to him then I got up without saying anything and just walked out. I couldn't take it anymore he didn't even follow me! I sat down on a bench and called Troye this is our convo
T 'aye mate what's up?'
Me ' Jcs still cheating on me I'm coming to stay with you for a while!'
T 'come on down I miss you are you brining Ava?'
Me 'no I'm gonna get TYLER to keep her and not let Jc see her!'
T 'that's a good idea ok well I will book your flight and things for you now go get packed I will text you the info on your flight!'
Me 'ok thanks Troye your a life saver!'
Then I hung up I walked back to the house to see the living room destroyed everything except on picture it was a picture of me and jc when we first met. I just kinda laid it down I didn't want to see it anymore! I walked up stairs to find Jc laying passed out on the bed I sighed and started packing my clothes after packing about 2 bags Jc finally woke up and said "babe why are you packing?" I looked at him with hatred in my eyes and said "oh no reason only because you seem to love lia a hell of a lot more then you love me so I'm done Jc I'm done with you with us with our relationship with life! Jc, I'm just done I can't take it all anymore!" Jc looked at me with fear in his eyes and said "babe I want you to know just how drunk I actually am so you can go to Troy or Marcus or TYLER or who ever but when you come back we have to talk about this!" I just grabbed my bags and walked out of the house I got in my car and drove to the air port I texted troye and my flight was in an hour so I had to hurry. I got all my stuff and ran to security got through security then went to starbucks. I got some tea then I heard my phone going off it was a phone call for Jc I decided to answer it and when I did I automatically regretted it because when I answered it this is what i heard "so hi slut you thought this was over but it's not in with Jc now so you can get over it!" it took me a second but I finally figured to out it was lias voice so I hung up and called the house phone and Jc picked up
Jc 'hey have you seen my phone?'
Me 'no Jc but I know that lia has it she called my from it so I guess you wanna break up then?
Jc 'babe no ok I was drunk I need you to come back home soon! kian won't leave me alone babe I miss you!'
Me 'thanks I love you too but I'm going to spend a month with troye so I will see you when u get back!'
Jc 'babe I love you!'
Me 'I love you too Jc!'
