Ava was now 2 years old and was starting to talk a little. she really liked Hannah and Tyler she stayed the night with one or the other a lot sometimes Hannah would even go to Tyler's house so that they could both be with her. it was cute I was glad that they loved her and I was also glad that me and Jc weren't fighting any more since I left that last time everytime I get mad Jc grabs my hand gently and kisses my until I calm down I love Jc so much I just wish he knew how much I love him.
This morning I woke up and went to check on Ava when I got into her room she wasn't there being a mom I started to cry and freak out so I ran into mine and Jc's room and shook him until he woke up when he woke up he could tell I was crying and stuff so he said "babe what's wrong? oh wait you went to check on Ava didn't you well I was gonna tell you but Hannah wanted her at about 3 am this morning so she came and got her! put baby is ok!" I smiled in relief and said "Jc don't do that again I almost died!" he just smiled and pulled me into the bed beside of him we laid there for about 15 minutes then Jc said "I love you warm you area in the morning and how soft your hands feel it's like your whole body just kinda gets warmer and softer as you get more tired." I smiled and said "I love you you breath really heavy right before you wake up and how no matter how mad we are before we go to sleep we always end up cuddled with each other! And I like the fact the when your asleep no matter what you will still try to hold me hand. I love the way your breath is really hot in the morning and how your voice is really cracks in the morning I just really love your sleepy voice!" Jc smiled then kissed me passionately we kissed for what felt like for ever but oddly didn't seem long enough I laid there and thought to myself 'God I love this man so much right now in this moment! I feel like I'm fromThe Perks of Being a Wallflower. because in this moment I swear we are infinite!' I smiled at Jc he smiled back and said "what are you smiling at dis I drool a little?" I smiled and said "no silly I would be laughing if you would have drooled!" he smiled and I said "you know your smile is the sexiest thing I have ever seen." he smirked and said "well your the sexiest thing u have ever seen!" I smiled and started to say something hut was cut off by Jc saying "oh yeah I got you something!" after saying that he rolled over and pulled out a small package it looked like a condom so I looked at him funny he smiled and said "just open it!" I did and inside was a ring I looked at jc and said "wait are you proposing?" he smiled and said "no I would have had Ava do that for me! this is just a promise ring to let me know that you will love me forever!" i smirked and said "I don't need a ring to say that I will love you forever!"
