What's with Black?

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Stupid Girl

Black's POV:

Job job job! I still can't think of a perfect job. Paano ako mag-mamanage e wala naman pala akong natapos? Buwiset!

How could I realize that just now?

"Hays," buntong-hininga ko.

If I won't work, how can I get money? If I'll stay like this forever, hindi ko mapapamukha sa kanila na they were so wrong sa pag-iwan sa'kin dito. Tsk!

For the past three years, nagmukmok lang ako dito waiting for Mom to come. Nagbabakasakali ako na baka isang araw, she'll knock and fetch me up. I hoped na isasama niya ako coz that's what she promised. She promised na kahit san siya pumunta, she'll bring me with her.

Mom loved me. I know her love for me. It was just as real as my love for her.

I can still remember her promises to me. Pero, why did she do that all of a sudden. Dahil ba kay Dad? Wow! Just wow! For Heaven's sake, dahil sa lintik na drogang involvement na yan, e kaya niya na akong iwan? Basta² nalang?

"Tss,".

No more wine. I'm done with these shits. Yoko ng magmukmok for life.

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Hmmmm?  Somebody just looked at me. I can sense that.

(Black looks back)

What the-. I saw this short kiddo. How did she come inside? Tresspasser! Is this somehow a magnanakaw or a stupid spy? Duh, for what naman kung mag-espiya to. Tss, nonsense! If this is a spy from the police bereau, will they just stop coming around? I could sense before that they look up at me through the open site in the backyard. Alam kong sila din ang sumisilip sa akin when I had to take a deep sleep. Tapos now, biglang papasok ang mga to?

The kiddo's tryin' to hid her face. If she's trying to get out, ang bagal naman niyang tumakas. Idiot!

I walked towards her. Ni hindi nga ako napansin. I stood at the stairs para maharangan siya.

She stopped after she saw me. Nanlaki bigla ang mata niya. Why would she be shocked when-

Oh wait, is this the girl earlier? Yung nakatitig sa'kin when I went inside? Did she---- follow me? Tsk, stalker! I hate people interfering my life.

"What are you doing here?," I asked.

She stared at me for about 5 seconds.

"Oh-my-gosh!", she said and fainted.

Tanga! Hinawakan ko agad ang beywang niya at binalanse ang buong katawan nito. Our face almost met pero lumingon ako para makaiwas. Darn it! Bubuhatin ko ba to? Or should I call for help?  Ahh, yah! I've got no friends here. Tss, etong babaeng to talaga. Napakalamparuhin!

I carried here papuntang sofa.

"Hoo! Bigat mo!," I uttered unto her.

She seem familiar. Hmmm, I just can't figure it out.

Hays, is she really stalking me? What the heck is up with this idiot. Nakakapagtaka lang ang pinaggagawa nito. I didn't have friends since then, and it was only Vanice whom I was with the whole school year. I guess, faces are similar sometimes.

Anyhow, bakit siya natakot? If she really was stalking me, bakit parang nabigla siya when she saw me. Idiot.

Should I just leave her here? Ano namang pake ko dito. Ni hindi ko nga to kilala.