Cold Hearted

•That Just Happened•

     {•edited•}
                          ~Ida's POV~
       "It was different until I seen you walk out in my shirt." It feels like my heart stops for a second, but at the same time it gets louder in my ears and I'm convinced it will pop out of my chest. I know I'm not ugly, but I don't see anything desirable about myself. Eyes keep trailing up and down my body, but I don't feel the need to cover myself at all; if anything, it makes me feel good.
    "W-What?" I stutter. I don't know why I'm so shocked by the way it's talking to me when it's nothing new at all. Maybe it's because this time we're all alone this time, there's no way for me to get out of this situation. Usually, I would want to run away from him, but I don't but like it.
   He moves closer, just a little. I take in a sharp breath. His eyes drop down my to lips quickly before going back to my eyes, his stare more intense than before. "Have you ever kissed a boy before?"
     I shake my head, trying to calm my nerves. If I could, I would be screaming right now. He makes me so gosh dang anxious and giddy at the same time. Part of me loves it, the other half hates it.
    "Would it be okay if I kissed you?"
     "What?" I ask in shock. He snickers, leaning closer and closer until were nose to nose. I've never even let myself imagine what this would be like if it ever happened, and now that it is, I don't know what to do. He cups my cheek in his hand gently. Somehow the combination of the rough callousness of his fingers and his soft touch feel so good against my skin.
     His lips just barely touch mine, still taking my breath away. His eyes flicker to mine, almost making sure if this is okay. Once his lips are fully pressed against mine it feels like my fire body is on fire. My eyelids flutter closed as I slowly raise my shakes hand to touch him, hesitantly kissing him back. This is different from kissing Eliza that one ONE time, that was quick and we had just smoked weed for the first time (also, that was only once as well, for me at least.)
     He pulls away, a small, almost shy smile on his face. I blink rapidly. That really just happened. "Was that okay?" He asks. I nod, not trusting myself enough to talk at the moment. If I do, I'm scared I'll tell him exactly how I feel and make a fool of myself. "Are you tired now?"
    "N-no," I stutter. He grins, slowly leaning back in. This time I'm more responsive, as responsive as I can be without knowing what to really do. The last time I kissed anyone was my freshmen year and it was stupid, this is so different. His fingers run through my hair as his tongue brushes against my bottom lip, asking for entrance. Once accepted, he pulls me closer by my waist, the thick comforter keeping a barrier between us.
    "I don't want to give you the wrong idea," he says against my lips. I take sharply, deep breaths. My eyes search his. "I'm not trying to just hook up with you."
   "I know," I say. He nods, scooting back. Are things just gonna be awkward now?
    "You wanna watch a movie?" He asks. I nod, covering myself with his blanket. I've completely lost my mind at this point.
  
AN: This is just a filler, but obviously one that you guys will like 😂 This story is a faster paced one, but don't expect them to get together soon. I really hope you guys enjoyed!
    Question: How did you like it? Are you happy they kissed? What do you think will happen?
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