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No One's POV

Hiram and Leroy Berry got home after a long day of work and they just wanna spend a little time with their daughter. They try hard to make Rachel talk, but she is just with a wall around her.

When they were going to the front door, the door was all broken. They got scared thinking about Rachel and they thought it was an assault.

"Rachel? Baby?!" Leroy asked and no answer. There were a picture frame of Finn and Rachel smashed on the floor, Jesse did that when he got in the house.

"Look down here that I'm going to look for her upstairs." Hiram sais and go upstairs. When he got in her bedroom it was all messed up, pictures frames broken, clothes all over the bedroom, the bed is all messed up and a broken wall like someone had punched it. He was shocked to say the least and when he started to look he found a paper and he read it.

"Oh my God, he was here." He mumbled to himself. "LEROY!!!" Hiram yelled and Leroy run upstairs and when he saw the situation of the room he gasped and Hiram started to cry and hand the note to Leroy who read it and was shocked and both were crying. Leroy walk to her bed and when he looked under it there was a box there. He grab the box and sighed.

"I think we should go to the Hudson-Hummel house and read those notes with them. I think Finn deserves it. He always treated her like she is a Goddess. And she loves him and want him to know that." Leroy said and Hiram nod. The box is pretty big and is heavy cause there is diaries there, not just notes.

They drove to the Hudson-Hummel house and ring the bell and wait a little then a tall boy opened the door, Finn.

Finn's POV

When I opened the door I saw Rachel's dads there with puffy and red eyes, they look like they were crying. My heart skip a beat just to think that something is wrong with Rachel. Everyday I don't stop thinking about that day on the roof. She didn't went school ever since. Today is her birthday and I wanted to do something special, but I don't think she would enjoy it.

"Hey Mr.Berry and Mr.Berry, is everything okay?" I asked them worried. "Please, come in." I said and they come in and I take them to the living room.

"First of all Finn, we told you many times to call us Hiram and Leroy and answering your question, nothing is okay." Hiram said and I froze.

"Is Rachel? Is she okay?" I asked worried with my shorty that I love so fucking much.

"Actually, she is not okay. And I don't think you will be too." Leroy said and in that moment Burt and mom and Kurt came to the living room and join us. Kurt and Rachel are pretty close friends.

"Oh my God, what happened?" My mom asked.

"Let's go to the beginning. Everyone knows about Rachel and Jesse's abusive relationship. Ever since the day she end up at the hospital, she has been acting differently and we can't really blame her cause she was traumatized. She used to think that she were alone, cause we didn't spent a lot of time at home because of work. Hiram and I don't know many details cause we are going to discover them with you guys. But, last week the police told us that Jesse St James ran out of jail and that make her mentally break down. She didn't left the house since that day, she was already scared of everything then that happened, she was even more scared but this morning, neither home was safe for her. What we know, it's what we read. She left a note for us saying:

"Oh my God I can't believe I'm actually doing this but I am soooo sorry. Dads, I had to run away, have no idea when I will comeback and if someday I will comeback. He is here, I have no time to write this, he is here in the house, that's why the broken door and probably broken objects. Anyway, I love you guys and thank you for being the best ever. And please tell Finn that I love him very much and that I am so sorry for putting this in that position. Grab the box under my bed and check it, there are a lot of notes that Jesse sent my while he were in jail.

Dads, Finn and glee club, you all are the most important thing to me. Love you guys so.

OH GOD HE IS GETTING CLOSER! Really have to leave. See you all someday if I not die. Happy bday for me.

-Rachel

We don't know where she went of the half she has been going trough this whole time but we think this box will give us the answers. We decided that open with Finn with us was fair enough cause she is in love with him. So in love. And it's fair if he is with us." Leroy said and her dads were crying hard while he was saying. I felt tears rolling my cheek. My Rachie, poor her. Jesse literally made her run away, she was THAT scared and she always told me that she were scared but I never knew that he sent notes or something.

"I think we should see the box." I said. I want my Rachel back. When her dads opened the box we saw that was full of stuff there. Notebooks that seemed more like diaries and a lot of envelopes, probably the notes.

"Look at this, it's a diary." Kurt said and started to read us.

April 11th, 2009

Dear diary,
Yesterday something very crazy and scary happened. Yesterday me and Jesse went to the cinema and after the movie me and Jesse were coming back to the car and he started to say a lot of shit about my relationship with Finn, that is only friendship tough I never felt just friendship but whatever. He said that I couldn't be with Finn anymore because of what people would think about him if they saw me hanging out with another boy while I date him, he started raising his voice and that scared the hell out of me but when I thought it couldn't get worse...IT DID!!! He slapped my face so hard that this morning to go to school I had to put a lot of foundation to cover it. And for my surprise, guess who transferred schools? JESSE ST JAMES!! Just like that, from night to day. I'm so scared, he never acted like that before. I wanna break up with him cause to be honest I'm not in love with him and I am terrified! But, I'm afraid he'll do it something worse.
-Rachel

EVERYTHING IS MY FUCKING FAULT!!!!!!!!!!! He was just mad at her cause she is my friend. I feel so guilty.

"Look, a more recent one." My mom said and started to read the diary. We can see on the pages the marks of the tears that fell on that page.

November 15th, 2009
Yesterday was the worst day in my life, THE WORST. And considering my life in the past year, that really means something. Today, was a really messed up day. I visited Jesse St James on jail, FUCKING JAIL! I know it's crazy, but I can explain. This morning I opened my locker and a envelope fell from it and when I opened, it was a note from Jesse saying that he loves me and miss me and that I should visit him. I wouldn't go but he touched my weak point, Finn Hudson. He said if I tell anyone about this whole thing he would kill Finn and I can't let anyone get hurt because of my mess. And I know he isn't bluffing about it cause every single day at lunch when I'm at the courtyard with the glee club I see a creepy dude staring into my soul, he doesn't even try to pretend that isn't me that he is looking at. It's so fucking terrifying!!!! I don't know what to do, I'm 15 for the love of God. When I was with JesseI told him everything that I was feeling and thinking this past year, it wasn't pretty. I throw everything I was keeping to myself this whole time and before he could answer our time ended. It was horrible, being in the same room with him is suffocating. After I talked to him I break down crying and went at Finn's. His hugs can make everything better, he can make everything better. He is the sweetest person alive, seriously, I don't know a single person that would say that Finn is a bad person. He has the biggest heart and that's why I always loved him and last night, I discovered that he loves me back, I just wish my life weren't that complicated, I just wished my only worry were if Finn would ask me out or not, but life isn't always like we want it.
-Rachel

I remember that night, but I never thought she were crying cause she has just visited Jesse on jail. I just wished she haven't ran away. This is all my fault.