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Day 449th at my aunts house was the day of my parents funeral.

I'm glad we waited so long.

But I'm still not ready for this.

I had to leave the house.

And worse, I had to get inside a car.

I have a phobia of cars now.

Because of it.

But I have to go to my parents funeral.

That is what they would have wanted.

But I can not.

I cannot go into a car.

Because of it.

But I am being forced to.

I am also being forced into a dress.

A beautiful black lace dress.

With black flats.

I was supposed to wear this to my grandmas funeral.

Who just so happened to pass 49 days before it happened.

But now I am wearing the dress to my parents funeral.

This was not supposed to happen.

None of this was.

And worse of all, I am required to give a speech at the funeral.

But I can not.

Because I don't talk to anyone.

Not to anyone but Joseph.

All because of it.

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