The Worst ( Urban )

Chapter - 14

Mikey in MM on the left, 😍😩🙌😘

Kenny is the one on the right.😣😞😭👼

I just been sitting in this damn rocking chair just thinking. Shit, I been thinking so damn hard my head been flipping upside down and shit. I can't even think straight because everytime I think of one thing another part pops up and it just makes me even madder, like how the fuck do you do something like that to a person you suppose to love and care about? I done did some fucked up shit but the shit Seven ass just pulled is just.....crazy. I finally pulled myself away from my thoughts when I felt somebody tap my leg, I looked up to see King.

King: 2Mommy... I can't sleep no more.

I got up and stretched a little bit while yawning, I was tired but my mind wouldn't let me go to sleep. I picked King up placing him on my hip and he laid his head on my shoulder. I looked over in Kaydens crib making sure he was ok and sleeping fine before walking out.

Drea: Baby why you can't sleep?

King: I miss my mommy...

I didn't know what to say, so I just kissed his forehead. I felt bad tho and if I wouldn't have just found out Seven was alive, I would've felt worse cause that meant he didn't have neither one of his parents. I don't know how Seven could deal with just... You know what forget it. I walked to my room to see Travis wasn't in there any more, I grabbed my phone off the charger and walked back out. I checked the time on my phone to see it was 5:46 am. I shook my head I didn't even notice I've been up so long. I walked King back to his room and sat him on his bed.

King: You leaving me ?

Drea: Imma go get you something to help you sleep ok? Imma be right back King just try to get comfortable.

I kissed his forehead and headed downstairs, knowing as soon as I left he'd be knocked out. He'll tell you he can't sleep and if you sit him back in bed he'd be sleep within 3 minutes, it never fails. I wanted to check the guest rooms for Travis, I really needed somebody to talk to, Like my head is just really fucked up at this point. I swear I never imagined my life like this not in a million years, I've been through a lot in my little 18 and 3/4 years of life. Sometimes I feel like a fuck up like I just wanna run away and never be found, but when you got kids you can't do that. I walked through the halls leading to one of the guest rooms and seen the door slightly open. I peeked in seeing Travis sprawled out on his stomach sleeping. I walked in and sat at the top of the bed, positing myself to sit indian style and then tapped Travis' shoulder.

Drea: Travie can I talk to you?

He didn't say a word he just opened his eyes, rolled over and laid on my thigh then closed his eyes again. I smiled then put my hand on his back and stared off at the wall. I'm glad that we got what we got it's unexplainable and nobody understands but us. We grew up, stopped arguing and stuff over petty shit. He not just my baby daddy he's one of my bestfriends now and the next girl that get him gone be lucky.

Drea: I'm really fucked up right now, and I don't know what to do man, it's crazy. Like I'm mind boggled that somebody could do that!

I sat there waiting for his response, but ain't get one. I smacked my lips and sighed before before softly smacking his back.

Drea: Travis are you listening to me?

He shifted a little bit getting more comfortable on my thigh.

Travis: Yes Presley I'm listening, did you hear what the nigga had ta say, like his reasons?

I smacked my lips and then threw my hands up and smacking them back down. I was frustrated...