Born to die

Surrender Myself

"Tatyana you need to get into West Minister in the next hour or this entire mission is blown."
"Tell that to Kyoko, she's the one fighting some bodyguard." Whispered Tatyana through her earpiece.
"Kyoko get your ass back to Tatyana!Your only job in this mission is to protect her!"
"Just give me a second okay!" Yelled Kyoko just as she hit the back of the guard and stole something from him.
"Hello TT. Have you taken down the barriers?"
"Yes Shakespeare, I have. Get behind me and pull out your gun."
"I thought I was supposed to be protecting you?"
"Listen to Tatyana!" Said Ezra, his voice laced with annoyance.
Both of the girls snuck through the hallways of the Palace of West Minister until they found their destination. The hidden computer room. Kyoko took out the eyeball she had taken from the guard for ID verification and pushed open the door for her partner to walk through.
The shorter girl fled to the nearest computer and instantly turned it on.
"Ky, hand me my USB stick please."
The brown eyed girl quickly grabbed the USB and placed it in her girlfriend's hand. Tatyana immediately plugged it into the PC and began to open up files. Each file had the toughest security Kyoko had ever seen had to avoid looking at Tatyana to stop herself from staring in amazement as the black haired 17 year old hacked the computer perfectly and with ease. Kyoko listened to the soft press of keys behind her as she gripped her gun tightly. The room was filled by the sounds of soft breathing, the pressing of keys, the uploading PC sound, and the small curses under Tatyana's breath. Suddenly Tatyana grabbed the USB stick from the PC and turned on her heel to face Kyoko.
"Come on, it's time to go." Said Tatyana and she held out her hand for her girlfriend to take.
"Not just yet you two."
"What? Ezra, haven't we finished all you told us to do?" Asked Kyoko.
"You have girls. However you need to go to the Prime Minister's office and take something before we leave."
"What are we taking?" Questioned the green eyed Russian.
"I'll tell you when you get there."
The two young females exchanged a worried look before heading to the office hand in hand.
Kyoko unlocked the door with a bobby pin and entered the room. The gasp she let out intrigued Tatyana and so the Russian girl stepped into the room as well. The Prime Minister themself sat before them and they were reaching for the security button before Kyoko caught their hand and pinned them to the wall.
"What are we taking Ezra?" She asked
"You're not taking anything. Tatyana is."
"Well what is TT taking?"
"A life. More specifically the Prime Minister's life."
Tatyana felt her heat beat quicken and her head began to pound. Blood was rushing to her brain and all she hear was ringing in her ears. Breathing was all of a sudden difficult and she actually stopped breathing when Kyoko dropped the Prime Minister onto their knees in front of her.
I don't want to kill again, she thought.
She stared at Kyoko desperately, silently begging her to do it for. But her girlfriend was determined to let her finish this mission.
"How do you want her to do it Boss?"
Tatyana just barely made out his reply.
"Shoot them directly through the skull."
"Okay. TT?"
With Kyoko addressing her, Tatyana snapped out of her mindset to come back to reality.
"Yes?"
Silently, the stronger killer passed her gun to the other and gazed at her intensely. But the girl with chartreuse eyes was not budging. She was determined not to murder again. Determined to attempt to clean her soul. To show the world she could get better. And if there is an afterlife; to possibly earn a place in Heaven. That was until the Japanese woman spoke.
"Do it TT!"
Shocked, Tatyana looked to Kyoko but was only met with a cold seriousness.
"Kill them!"
Her body and mind submitted to her fellow assassin naturally and comfortably. If Kyoko was telling her to do it then she should. Tatyana would do anything Kyoko asked usually without hesitation.
So the pistol was placed in the center of the politicians forehead. And so the safety was taken off. And so the trigger was pulled. And so a bullet pierced the brains of the most important person in Britain. And-fuck! What have I done? She thought. But then she saw the look of approval and pride in her partner's expression and suddenly it didn't matter anymore. Because if the loose-moraled girl was happy then so was Tatyana.
They ran from the office back to the car that would drive them to the airport. The private jet was a bonus. And it gave them almost 11 hours to enjoy each other with no one else around. When they finally arrived at Khela they were greeted by Natalya and Ezra. Both of them congratulated the two girls and their work, praised Tatyana for murdering one of the biggest threats to Khela and the Soviet Union, and endlessly thanked Kyoko for volunteering to help Tatyana and protect her on this mission. Natalya joked that they would have to make Kyoko escort, protect and motivate Tatyana on all her missions. And of course that gave Ezra ideas that had him running off and the blonde woman fleeing after him. The younger girls both giggled before retiring to Tatyans's room for the night.
While Kyoko was dead asleep, Tatyana lay awake in her arms with tears falling down her face freely. Why does killing make her feel so horrible? Kyoko can do it just fine. And she was right, they can't afford to be remorseful in a place like this. In a place like Khela. And why does she feel okay when it isn't Khela telling her to do it? Why does it feel okay when Kyoko tells her to slaughter? Why does she do what her girlfriend asks so easily? Why does she know that she would kill anyone; including herself, if the other student demanded her to? Why does she submit to Kyoko like it's second nature?