whats going on?🖤

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it was the end of the day finally, i layed in my bed. waiting for the night to break in.
i felt my phone vibrate, on there momo's text.

momo:
I told you not to talk to me

my fingers touched the screen.

sana
I couldn't help it Momo.
I love you 😕😕

a few more days i thought to myself... she'll come back to me...  after all, what did i know of the world she was going though? parties every other day, alcohol and weed and... lustful and devious boys going after her. she was my first girlfriend, my first love.
// next school day

what should i eat? onigiri or sushi for break?
i struggle along as i leant over the glass that held the foods.
i felt my stomach rumble, and i finally went to pay.
onigiri it is!
i finished paying and went out to head into school. i passed through shops and the high way. in the crowd of people, of course it had to be that one person.
you guessed it. of all times...? when im holding my onigiri?

she was walking infront of me and just happened to overtake me. i managed to catch up and power walked to gradually walk alongside her.
her eyes moved to the side at me, then straight.
"hey."
"hey."

she was actually talking to me....
her voice.... is so pretty.
i could tell she was avoiding me.. the sun glazed on her skin, and she looked like an ethereal angel appearing infront of me. the nature and background burnt for her gleaming beauty.

"can we talk now?" i asked.
she stopped looking straight for an infinitesimal second, then looked back to tunnel vision again.

"i guess. i just need to get to school." she walked faster, so i tried to match my walking pace with hers.
i squint my eyes and scrunch my nose at how challenging she became! why now! she looked at me and smirked slyly.

"nani?" i go.
"we're in korea." she chuckled
as we finally matched walking paces, i walk to her other side where the road met, so i could keep her safe whilst walking with her. 
bustling cars went through and some school friends were also walking the same way.
i slowly developed my hand into hers, her smooth texture and skin.

i smiled brightly...! i couldn't control my happiness... she didn't resist my hand!
i didn't have the guts to ask her about the occurrence now, im too happy. too happy to let this moment end. we walked hand in hand to the gates of the school. the gigantic school gate and some teachers guarding it to check students' uniform were there too.

she let go, and turnt to me.
she grinned at me like she was a child again, and left me on my own.....
that day, she was wearing:

cuffed mom denim jeans and a double heart belt. she wore designer too, but the brands could never touch her.
my cheeks flush as i began to think about her....
goddamit momo!

i walk to my first class and line up among the other students. geography......
geography had to be my weakest subject! i fall asleep too many times and it's really!!! the worst! i enter the class and time winds and winds slower and slower. until i felt my eyes close......

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"sana! ten minutes detention, you have mock exams soon!" i felt a book hit my head from the teacher..... ow.....

"kay......" i squeak
the class snickered and tried to cheer me up - which was completely unnecessary, i mean- what's the point coming home early if i don't know how to talk to momo anymore! i sighed and let the heartbreak take over me.....

i miss her.... i "payed" attention to the class... god i feel like i come into classes and come out learning absolutely nothing! or this teacher is just really shit...! but god, can i just talk about how amazing momo is? i miss her slim and beautiful hands feeling up me and her amazing fashion. god what is she doing right now?

i looked up onto the teachers reward & sanctions board....

i saw two ticks on my name at the sanctions side (two ticks = detention) . i saw peculiar names on them. i giggled to myself....

(Left)Rewards //Sanctions(Right)
✔️ ✔️momo
jeongyeon ✔️
chaeyoung ✔️✔️✔️
✔️ mina
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sana ✔️ ✔️

hehe, momo likes school i guess. it's nice that she does well lolol.
i close my eyes again...



"SANA FOR CHRISTS SAKE!"
OW!

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