RETURN MY LOVE PLEASE

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(Killua's POV)

"Gon?"  I called.  He's still standing infront of my mirror and he's still examining the hickey I made.

" Gon! " I called a little bit louder.

He looks at me.

" Killua. " He uttered a bit scared.

" Huh? " I stand up and goes from behind him and I rested my palms on his shoulder.

" I-is this a hickey? " He asked me and he turns his head around looking at me in the eye.

" Yeah.  You don't know that? You can call it love bites too. " I answered and squeezed his shoulder.  He touched one of my hands and turns around facing me.

" Kil? " He calls.

"  What?  Why are you looking at me like that?  You're scaring me.  Is something wrong? " I asked worriedly.  He looks at me scared. 

" Killua! " He called my name and hugged me. 

" Hey. Gon? " I hugged him back but I still don't know why is he acting like this.  Did I scared him? 

" Killua. Killua! " He calls again hurting my ear.

" Yes?  What is it?  What's wrong tell me! "  I asked.

He looked at me with tears in his eyes.  Why is he crying?  I brushed the tears away. He caught my hand and he pulled me back on the bed and we sat.

I was about to say something but he said something first.

" Why did you do this to me? " He asked. 

" I! -- because. "

Why is he asking me this?

" Killua.  What's the meaning of this? " Gon points at the hickey.

" It's. It's what." I paused.
" I'm sorry Killua. " He said and bows.

" Why are you saying sorry?  It's my fault I did that.  I'm sorry I scared you.  I just got excited and I didn't mean to surprise you Gon.  " I said but he still bows his head.

" Killua. I--"

Gon replied and he stopped but I did not reply I'm sure there's something he'll add to it.

" Killua?  Listen to me carefully. Please don't get mad at me. Please?  I can't lose you again? " Gon said and buries his head on my chest.

" Gon.  You're scaring me. What's wrong tell me? "

Gon was silent for a moment but he finally spoke.

" I.  Did you did this to me because you want to have sex with me? " Gon said and I pulled myself back a little my face got red. I was surprised and did not expect that question.

"*cough* *cough* I-- *cough* guess? " I said whisperey but I let him hear it.

" Killua. I- I made a hickey. " Gon said without looking at me.

I was dumbfounded for a second.

" You what?! " I said.

" But.  I didn't know!!! I-I can't remember! But she said that I did that to her! " Gon's voice cracked and he looks at the floor.

" HER?! "

" Ye--"

" DID YOU DO IT??  DID YOU TOUCH HER?! " I said I was mad and jealous, upset and scared. 

" I don't know Killua.  I just wake up and I was naked and she was naked.  "

" Who is this motherfucking girl!? " I asked calmly yet mad.