the very worst of us / the best of us

Chapter 11

Yoongi always thought that life's a bit unfair. But ever since he gave time to himself and let his heart and brain matured, he decided that he will be the one tossing the balls in his life.

When Taehyung told him about Jeongguk, he came clean to him.

"Why didn't you say you knew us?" Taehyung asked.
Yoongi sighed.
"Would you have let me in Tae? I wanted to be there for you guys but you won't let me explain if you knew I was related to your ex-husband."

Taehyung sighed.
"I understand Hyung. I'm just.. well..my head is all over the place right now. Jeongguk is suddenly back in our life and its just thrown onto me suddenly that the reason I hated him was a lie and I don't know anymore hyung..its overwhelming and he is going to live with us and I don't know if we are ready.."
Yoongi felt a pierce in his heart when Taehyung said Jeongguk was back.

Yoongi want him gone.

Yoongi fell in love with the idea of building a family with Taehyung, Junghyung, Taejung and Taegguk. He had come to love the four of them as his own and he cannot bear to see anyone taking his place.

But it was Jeongguk's place all along in the first place.

But Yoongi is determined to stay this time.

"I'm going to be there for you Taehyungie. Just trust hyung. Okay baby?" Yoongi said as he take a shocked Taehyung into his arms.

Yoongi never called him that.

But Taehyung shrugged it off thinking the endearment meant nothing wrong.

He was glad he have a new brother.

"Untle Yoonie!" Taegguk screamed and jumped into his arms. Junghyung and Taegguk were waiting for him outside the cabin.

"Oh! My little boy!" Yoongi smiled and catch the little fluffy three year old.

"Untle Yoonie Untle Yoonie! I have a new Papa. Do you know that?" Taegguk asked excitedly.

Yoongi forced a smile.

"Aww really?"

"Yeth Untle Yoonie! I have two fathers now!" Taegguk exclaimed with excitement, beaming brightly and oh so innocently.

"Am I not going to be your favourite besides your Daddy anymore?" Yoongi asked with a pout.

Taegguk face dimmed and he pouted.

"No. Untle Yoonie ish alwaysh the besh!" He said with his eyes widened and his palm cupping Yoongi's cheek.

Yoongi's heart clenched at the sight.

He really want this family.

Life has always been unfair to him so he can't help but let the worst side of him out just this one time. A family is all he ever wanted.

"Yoongi!" Junghyung greeted with a smile.

"You're awfully late" He continued.

"Sorry son. The traffic was heavy!" Yoongi lied. He was late because he was contemplating.

"Anyway. Dad's going crazy. You should really get in."

Yoongi smiled and nodded his head.

When he opened the door, he was greeted by the sight of Taehyung feeding a content Jeongguk.

Yoongi's heart burned at the sight.

Why does God hate me so much? Just when I have the perfect opportunity to have what I want!

"Daddy! Papa! Untle Yoonie is here!" Taegguk announced their presence from his arms.

It was like a slow motion.

Jeongguk eyes widened.

"Hyung.." He faltered.

Jeongguk was aware of Yoongi's presence in his family's life since Taehyung had already told him but it was still a shock to see him in flesh.

Yoongi was someone he always admired.

"Hey.. Jeongguk. Long time no see!" Yoongi casually greeted while Jeongguk was shell shocked.

Jeongguk heard Taehyung giggling.

"Hyung you're so late! I was worried!" He watched as Taehyung pouted.

"Sorry baby! I couldn't call because I was driving. You hate it when I called while driving!" Yoongi replied giving Taehyung his full attention.

Baby? He called him baby? Are they dating? The kids seems to like him. But Taehyungie won't lie to me.

Jeongguk was conflicted.

"You're here now and that's all that matters! I was so excited for you and Jeonggukie to meet!"

Taehyung was unaware of the tension between Jeongguk and Yoongi.

"Yeah. I'm glad he's okay. Jeongguk has missed so much of his children's lives. Are you here to stay?" Yoongi asked and the bitterness in his voice was evident.

Everyone was silent after that.

It was Taejung who broke the silence.

"Uncle Yoongi.. Papa is going to live with us from now on."

Jeongguk shot a grateful look at his son.

"Oh! That's great Taejungie. . Let's hope he is here to stay."