the very worst of us / the best of us

Chapter 18

Yoongi will always be able to tell that its Taehyung even just from his silhouette.
So when he saw the younger man, he was taken back and accidentally gasped.
The younger man looked up and hurriedly rushed to him. Yoongi wasted no time and take the sobbing man into his arms. Taehyung's tears sent him into a frenzied zone. He think about all the possibilities to why his precious angel could be crying.

"Tae..baby.. what happened? Come on. Tell hyungie.. Are the kids okay?" He asked.
Taehyung nodded his head and leaned back.
Yoongi took a look at his face. The face he missed so much and the face he cannot seem to forget or hate no matter how much he tried during the past months.

"Do you know that I come here everyday waiting for you for the past two months? I know I said that I'll give you space but hyung that doesn't mean that you can just disappear! Don't do that to me! You can't do that!" Taehyung cried and Yoongi watched. Yoongi cried with him. Yoongi had cried a lot during the past months but now he have someone to hold. The irony is that the person he cries for is the only person who can hold him when he does.

"I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry." He apologized.

"Hyung! Just because Jeongguk is back that doesn't mean that I don't need you anymore. I do! You're so important to me. You're my rock! My hyung! Please stay in our lives, my life. You need to understand that I need you and I know you need me to. I'm your brother hyung." Taehyung continued.

"Baby.. you know that I have feelings for you. Don't you think that you're a little bit selfish for wanting me to stay when you can't return my feelings.." Yoongi said.

Taehyung felt bad. He felt so guilty.

"But hyung.. Don't you think our relationship is stronger than that? I always think we're a family."

Yoongi sighed.

"Just take my feelings into consideration atleast for once." He said.

Taehyung cried more.

"I do! I did! But four months is enough hyung! I can't live any longer not knowing if you're even alive or not!"

Yoongi just sighed deeply. Yes he admit that he is also a bit selfish for just leaving Taehyung in the dark. He knows how worry Taehyung can get.

"I don't think that you'd even think of me" he muttered lowly.

Taehyung scoffed. And Yoongi think he still look so pretty with his tear stained face, red nose, furrowed eyebrows.

"How can you even think that way? You know I love you. The kids love you! I may not be able to return your feelings but.." Taehyung said and take Yoongi's hands into his own.

"You're my brother. You're my rock. And you're our kids' uncle. And you're Jeongguk's brother. .hyung.." Taehyung continued.

Yoongi pulled his hands out from Taehyung's grasped.

"Can we not talk about him?" He scoffed.

Taehyung sighed.

"Hyung.. I have to tell you something about that too. Please listen to me!" Taehyung begged.

Yoongi sighed and gave in.

"Hyung.. Jeongguk always knew you were his brother and he thought that you were the one who don't know."

Yoongi was shocked.

"He knew it all those times?" He asked.

Taehyung nodded his head.

"And hyung.. he was unaware of how your father treated you. He wants to make up. Please find it in your heart to love him again. I know deep down inside you still do.. please hyung." Taehyung begged him.