I never knew feeling so numb was unnatural.
I never knew that love was kind.
I never knew a smile could be so real
I always thought that being numb was normal.
That love was painful,
That smiling was just another way for hiding your cracks.
I never knew that not everyone falls apart.
I never knew that people who love you don't beat you.
I never knew that all this laugher could be filled with so much joy
I always thought that being broken was natural
That these beating are another way to show love
That a laugh was filled with lies.