Breaking

you're perfect....

"I'm starving for your attention, while you're begging for my affection. "

I care too much, that's my problem. I give my all only to stress about whether or not it will be returned in with the same passion. But you did it. You loved me. Or at least that's what you told me. If it isn't true, you're an amazing liar, consider theater. I mean I've never felt this way about anyone else so I can't compare these emotions. Just understand that it's unlike anything else. I love you and I'm in love with you. They're two different things. I love you because you're the best friend I've ever had. But I'm in love with you, simply because you're the cutest, funniest, most sarcastic asshole I've ever met. And I think you're perfect. You won't believe me. I've tried telling you but you don't listen. You're too stubborn. But your smile is why I smile, your laugh is the sweetest sound in the world and just seeing you makes my heart skip. You're perfection in it's rarest sense. You put my needs before your own though yours are more pressing. You tell me that my happiness is your own and I believe you. You never go to bed without a goodnight and an I love you. You'd stay up all night if it meant I'd stop crying. You are my first love and I wouldn't have it any other way. Thank you, for giving me a reason to smile when all I want to do is cry.