WE BELONG TOGETHER

*Chapter Eighteen.*

When we go back inside, Vin and Job are ready to leave.

Samson is giving me an apologetic look and I feel my blood boiling. Is it even normal? I walk away without uttering a single word to him.

Steve leads me to his car then opens the door for me.

The Drive to Job’s is smooth and quiet, Steve is still telling me very funny stuff and I am laughing my heart out.

When we get to the house, it is almost eight in the evening so we all opt to watch some news before we sleep.

Vin takes that time to want to know what transpired between me and Samson.

‘’Can we go to the kitchen Lynn?’’ I know she is asking because she wants to bug me about everything and I don’t say no to her.

‘’Yes we can.’’ I say with a wink and a very slight but noticeable smile.

‘’What happened between you and Samson?’’  She asks once we are in the kitchen and sure Job cannot hear us.

‘’Nothing much, he just explained what happened back then and tried to apologise but I told him it is too late for that.’’

‘’Are you sure it is?’’

‘’Positive.’’

‘’You need to get a boyfriend Lynn.’’ She says on a very light note.

‘’I will Vin. But don’t you think that’s my choice to make?’’

‘’I know right?’’  She asks sarcastically and I frown at her.

‘’I bet you do cousin.’’

‘’Good girl.’’

I look at her and then make to walk out of the kitchen and just as I am about to touch the door knob, she calls out.

‘’Lynn!’’

‘’Yes.’’ I respond without turning to look at her.

‘’What about Steve?’’

‘’What about him?’’ I ask reluctantly.

‘’Don’t you love him?’’ I turn around slowly to give her my full attention.

‘’No I don’t!’’ I respond to her looking into her eyes.

‘’Are you sure cousin? You know I saw the way the two of you look at each other.’’ She says and I laugh dryly.

‘’Steve is a great guy and believe you me I am beginning to get fond of him but no, I don’t have any love feelings for him. I feel secure around him but that’s all.’’

She looks at me with questioning eyes. Vin is such a great person and I do love her a lot

‘’Okay cousin, but please try and get yourself a boyfriend. You are so lonely.’’ She says with a smirk and I sigh loudly shaking my head in disbelieve.

‘’I am not lonely Vin. I have you with me and that’s enough.’’

‘’Ooh really? Don’t you know I am straight and I cannot fucking screw you?’’

‘’Watch your language Vin. I am not looking to be ‘screwed’ as you proudly put it.’’

‘’Alright all that said and done, you need to get a man by your side, and am sure you need a good fuck for that because you have been through a lot and Job and I are not making it any easier for you!  But I can’t just resist him when he is around me dear! Even if I tried my girl down here wont give me peace until I feed it with him!’’

‘’Babe,’’  Before I respond Job calls and we both turn to look at each other. ‘’Please come.’’

‘’Talking of loneliness, someone is both lonely and jealous. Go give  him his time and a sweet orgasmic cum.’’ She looks at me and we both burst out laughing.

‘’You see what I am talking about?’’

‘’What are you talking about cousin?’’

‘’You are very cheeky and I am also beginning to think that you are sly.’’

‘’Well, Cheeky sly is a very sweet name if you think about it right?’’ I smile at her and she smiles back.

‘’Your point?’’

‘’I am officially Lynn Cheeky Sly, sounds great right?’’ I ask her and she sneers as she raises an eye brow.

‘’Fine, suit yourself.’’ She says throwing all caution to the wind and we both laugh. ‘’One more thing, get yourself a nice man for a boyfriend.’’ She says and storms out leaving me to worry about myself.

Come to think about it, I need to get a boyfriend, Vin is right. I always get very lonely and sometimes, very horny and there is no one to cool that. I fantasy about Samson's dick and indeed it is the sweetest I’ve ever come across!  Or rather my pussy has ever been banged with.

I walk to the living room and Vin and Job are making out, I walk stealthily to my bedroom and I am glad when I get there and they don’t recognize my presence at all.

I strip out of the beautiful dress I am wearing and walk to the bathroom. I take a cold shower and my body chills easily. I am done in a record of three minutes and that makes me happy.

I tie the beautiful pink towel that Job bought for me around my waist then I walk straight to the bed, but not before checking out my nude self on the big mirror hanging sweetly on the bathroom wall. I look beautiful and I am not bragging. My breasts have become firm and more rounded and my waist is just beautifully crafted with a sexy curve! Talk of sexy! My gal is itchy and wet already just by the word! It’s true I just need to be fucked!  To be dominated!  To be banged until am sore and spent.

I thought Job was rich but I was amazed at how rich Steve could be. That house is beautiful, big and in a posh estate.

I walk to the gigantic bed and smile at myself, and jump to the bed childishly. I lie there and stare blankly at the ceiling. I have no idea what to make of my life, I am sure Vin is right about being lonely but I cannot just give her the pleasure of telling me what to do.

I feel like it is raining outside but I am not sure.

I stand up and walk to the window to check if it is raining. It is totally dark outside but sure enough it is raining.

I am a bit fazed when I walk back to the bed. I have been standing at the window for more than twenty minutes thinking about nothing in particular, one thing I know is that I will keep my promise about changing our home. I don’t know how long that will take me but I am sure about it.

I will pull through.

I have the stamina to keep going. I must come out different. Yes different from everyone. I am a unique vessel.

I start to think about how my life has been from the beginning to the end at the same time that I drift into a beautiful sleep.
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I am home, Toney’s parents are here they’ve come to negotiate a dowry payment. I have cried my lungs out just thinking of the same.

Why do they do this  to  me? Why can’t they let me have my own life? What do I need to do to have a normal life? Must my life be controlled by other people?

I am only nineteen yes, but will be twenty soon, that doesn’t mean I should have such a complicated life. I don’t have a boyfriend yet but does that mean I should be given one?

I have a million of questions going on when I am called by mum to go say high to the visitors.

‘’What are they offering you mum?’’

‘’Money, you know money is everything and with that our lives shall be able to change.’’ I am shaking my head in disbelieve as she says that.

‘’Are you seriously exchanging my happiness for money mum?’’

‘’What happiness? There is never happiness without money. So walk there and greet your visitors they came here for your sake.’’ I can’t believe her so I am looking at her astonished.

I feel like I am watching a horror movie, I have never witnessed this I didn’t know life could be so disgusting, so unfair,  so inhuman. My own mum selling me out to get money? I am flabbergasted

‘’Did you get married for money mum? Torrents of tears are falling from my face and I wipe them away angrily. I have no idea what is in my mind right now but those visitors can go fuck themselves, I am not going to say a fucking hello to them.

‘’Don’t you dare ask me such foolish questions. How dare you question me?’’  She is obviously feigning hurt but that doesn’t scare me even if she were genuinely hurt.

Go marry them yourself mum. I am not a toy for you to toy around with me this way. You care about so much money right? Toney is the right man for you. Divorce dad already, go get married to those idiots seated there.’’ I am shouting at the top of my voice and I can tell mum isn’t happy.

She lifts a hand to hit me and I scream so loudly that I hear a bang on the door.

I wake up sweating and panting. Someone is banging the door, it hits me so hard that I am sleeping alone on bed nude and the person knocking could have heard me screaming from my nightmare.

I feel tired and lazy but I stand up to go get the door anyway.

I cover myself with the white sheet and when I open the door, Vin and Job are standing there worry written all over their faces.

‘’Are you okay?’’  They both ask in a chorus.

‘’I am good.’’ I say trying as much as I can to maintain my calm.
‘’Are you sure? You have been shouting.’’ Vin asks and I feel obliged to explain myself.

‘’Vin I had a nightmare, my mum is marrying me off to a rich boy.’’ I swear as I say that I am crying uncontrollably.

I know it was just a dream, but I also know dreams come true, I feel horrified and Vin is holding me tightly.

Job hasn’t been talking much of late and I hope I am not boring to him with these myriad and a swarm of problems, I hope not because it is not my choice.

‘’You will be fine sis, you know we love you so much and will always be by your side.’’ That’s my brother in law Job and I love the support he gives me and I manage to mutter a thank you.

Vin lies besides me and Job walks out after promising to support me in whatever I may need.

My phone chimes on Sunday morning and I frown at the caller whose name is displayed sweetly on my screen.

‘’What do you want Samson?’’

‘’Can we talk Lynn? Just talking and nothing more.’’

My heart leaps severally almost racing. Do I really want to talk to him? I guess it won’t harm.

‘’Okay Samson, we can talk.’’

‘’Alright, I am sending an uber for you, come let’s talk.’’

‘’Where?’’

‘’At Steve’s.’’

‘’Okay.’’