Hush little baby

Chapter 25

Callum's POV:

  It's been a week since my baby has been home, and it's been one of the best weeks. The days have been filled with playing, and having little adventures. I would often  attempt to make pancakes in shapes of dinosaurs, and even though they would come out wonky sometimes, he loved them just as much.

  Seeing the bright smile on his face is all that I could ask for. His big doe eyes, and his innocent little face. He's all I could ever ask for.

There was just one thing, one thing that I wish I could heal him from. He keeps having nightmares about that horrible man that kidnapped him. He won't tell me the contents of the dreams, but whenever he wakes up from them he's shaking and sobbing.

"Daddy.." I looked down over to the little play mat and saw my baby rubbing his eyes, visibly sleepy.

"Is my baby boy tired?" He nodded his head, making grabby hands toward me. I quickly walked over and picked him up, slowly rocking him back and fourth.

"Ok baby, let get you into bed." Walking into the room I quickly laid him down, and tucked him in. His eyes fluttered shut the moment his little head hit the pillow.

I smiled and pecked him gently on the lips.

Theo's POV:

  I was walking down a hallway. The walls and floor were made out of concrete. I felt myself shiver from not only the cold, but with fear.

  I all of a sudden stopped walking. I couldn't control my body, or where I looked. I just felt like I was inside the body, looking through the eyes.

  In front of me was a man, I'm assuming from the big dress shoes. My eyes moved up to see white dress pants. My stomach dropped. My eyes moved up farther to the white suit top, and then finally to his face. He was smirking, his face filled with evil.

  All of a sudden he dropped as a bang rattles through my ears. He was bleeding, blood pouring from him.

  "You killed me candy, you did this. You're a bad, bad boy." His mouth wasn't moving, he was motionless and dead, but his voice was loud and clear.

  "I'll punish you, Watch your back, you're mine my candy boy." His body started to change then, decomposing, rotting. Bugs were everywhere on him, using him as their thanksgiving dinner.

  He kept decomposing until nothing was left but his suit. Not even his bones were there.

  I wanted to scream, run, but I couldn't. I just stood there, filled with fear. Where was I, and why does he keep coming back?

  I suddenly felt a tap on my shoulder and I involuntarily turned around. I was met with "master" his face close to mine. His breathe reeking of rotting meat.

  "YOU DID THISSSS! ILL GET YOU, YOURE MINE, MINE, MINE!"

  I finally managed to scream, and everything disappeared.

  "Baby!" I shot up in bed, I was shaking and in a cold sweat. Arms wrapped around me and I flipped.

  I thrashed trying to get away, he won't get me. No, no, no!

  "Get away! You won't get me, get away!" The arms left my body and a soft voice started whispering slightly.

"Baby.. it's me, hey. Don't worry baby, calm down." I started to breathe and finally looked over to see daddy. He looked concerned, and I instantly slipped into little space. It's what I need right now.

  "Daddy, it was so scawy!" I wrapped my arms around him, and cried into his shoulder.

   "Shhhh Baby, it's ok. Daddy's here, daddy's here." We stayed like that for a good amount of time, for how long I'm not aware of, but it doesn't matter.

I want to tell him but I don't know how, and it doesn't help when I'm in my headspace as words get jumbled up. I tried my best to get out of my little space, thinking about big things. Telling myself that it's just this once.

After some fighting I finally did it, pulling away from him.

"I want to tell you what happened..." He quickly nodded his head, aware that I was no longer little.

"Of course Baby, please." He rubbed my knee comfortingly. I took a deep breathe, focusing on the air.

  "It was him... I was walking down a hallway. It was cold, and I was scared. I couldn't control anything, it's like the body wasn't mine, I was just watching through it's eyes. I then saw him. He yelled and screamed that I killed him, and that he would get me. T-That I was his... I'm scared.." My eyes got blurry with tears again, and the memories of the dream flashed through my head.

  Daddy pulled me in comforting me once again.

  "Baby, it's ok. I'm here, and I will protect you. I will never, ever let anything happen to you again. I promise."

  I looked up at him, his eyes were filled with love and sincerity.

  "I love you daddy.." He smiled and pecked my nose gently.

  "I love you too baby."

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Kinda short, but I'll update a lot more. I went into treatment for my ed. It helped a bit but I'm recovering at home now. We all agreed it would be better as if I stayed in I would lose all I've worked on for school. I just have to see the doctors and nutritionists a lot.

  I'm still trying to get out of the relationship.. he seems to know just the right things to say and do to pull me back in. My friends are trying to help me.