Moments With You {Hiatis Until Further Notice}

The Envelope

.

.

.

**Niall’s POV**

.

.

.

I can’t believe it.

I tried to tell you.

I know, but, but-

You knew this was going to happen so you only have yourself to blame.

 I sighed and fell back onto my messed up bed.  How could I have been so stupid? I loved Kylie. No. I love her. And I always will. Forever and always.  But I screwed that one up didn’t I?  I don’t even know why I did it.  It doesn’t make any sense.  Not two days before I hooked up with Olivia for the first time I thought she was a slut, and I couldn’t understand what I saw in her in the first place.  And then I cheated on Kylie with her...

I sighed again and shut my eyes. I just want Kylie back. Forever and Always.  Because that’s what we were supposed to be.  That’s what I promised her. 

I flung my hand towards my  nightstand and my fingers collided with the Radio button.

 “I guess now it's time for me to give up

I feel it's time

Got a picture of you beside me

Got you're lipstick mark still on your coffee cup

Got a fist of pure emotion

Got a head of shattered dreams

Gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind now.”

I sighed and felt myself singing along with the radio.

“Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it

I just want you back for good

Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it

You'll be right and understood.”

I do, Kylie. I want you, and me, together, forever.  Just me and you. 

“Unaware but underlined I figured out this story

It wasn't good

But in the corner of my mind I celebrated glory

But that was not to be

In the twist of separation you excelled at being free

Can't you find a little room inside for me.”

Please forgive me…I’ll do anything for you to forgive me and take me back.

“Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it

I just want you back for good

Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it

You'll be right and understood.”

I didn’t mean to hurt you.  You weren’t just my girlfriend, you were my best friend.  I just wish...I wish things could go back to the way they were. Before I messed up.

“And we'll be together, this time is forever

We'll be fighting and forever we will be

So complete in our love

We will never be uncovered again.”        

I promise you this time.  If you give me another chance Princess, I’ll love you forever.  And I’ll fight. I’ll fight for us. Forever and Always.