Moments With You {Hiatis Until Further Notice}

Why am I in the hospital?

(A/N skipped around a little bit again..sorry. This chapter is 2 days after the accident. Hope you like itt. Xx)

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**Niall's POV**

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I'm brought out of my restless sleep by an annoying beeping sound.

Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

Wait..did I just call that an annoying noise? I mentally slapped myself. Hard. That "annoying" beeping sound is Kylie's heart rate monitor. So I pretty much just called Kylie's heart beat annoying.

I pull my tired eyes open and glance around the room. Kevin was fast asleep in a chair not to far from Kylie's bed. Out of all of us, he was the last to actually fall asleep last night. Mary, Asher and I tried to convince him to get some sleep but he had been stubborn.

"I want to be here. Right here. AWAKE. When she wakes up. So no, I will not get some sleep. I'm going to stay awake and wait for my daughter to wake up. Then I will get some sleep." I couldn't argue with him. I wanted to be awake when she woke up to. But the odds of her waking up then was unlikely.

He was curled up in his chair- well as curled up as a 42 year old man can get. He blue Ramones shirt was wrinkled and had tear splotches everywhere. His brown hair was a mess. It was sticking up in every direction, probably because he had been running his fingers through his hair a lot. His eyes were still puffy from crying the night before and his cheeks were still stained from his hot tears.

After Asher and I hugged for a while, we stumbled back into a corner and sat down. He was still in shock from the news and silent tears kept streaming down his face. "N-Niall, is she-e going to wake up s-soon? I mi-iss her." He stammered and looked up at me with bloodshot green eyes. I pulled him into a tight hug.

"Kylie's strong bud. You know that. She's only been in a coma for 16 hours, so we really shouldn't worry to much yet. I'm sure she'll wake up real soon. I miss her to though." Asher buried his head into my chest and fell asleep. But his words had echoed through my head.

Is she going to wake up soon?

My eyes shifted down to the sleeping Asher. He was shivering intensely so i wrapped my arms around him and pulled him closer. He was definitely like my little brother.

My eyes shifted over to Kylie. Somehow under the hospital's harsh fluorescent lights, she still looked beautiful. But she was so frail. I just wanted to hold her tight and never let her go. I gently picked Asher up off of me and set him back on the floor. I grabbed a blanket from the cabinet on the other side of the room and layed it on top of him. I smiled down at him as he stopped shivering and pulled the blanket closer to him.

I pulled a chair up to Kylie's bedside and sat down. I took her frail hand in mine, and felt the hot tears streaming down my face. "I'm so sorry princess. I never meant for this to happen to you. Everything was completely perfect, and now because of me, you're lying on a hospital bed in a coma. All because I yelled four careless words. That's it. Four careless words was all it took to have you in  coma. I'm so- so sorry my princess." I croaked the words out and buried my face into the covers on her bed. I couldn't keep it in anymore. I cried. I cried for everything. I cried for everyone. I cried for Kylie, and for Asher and Mary. I cried for Kevin. But most of all, I cried for me. My whole world was lying next to me and there was nothing I could do for her.