Everything Will Be Alright ↠ Henjei [ COMPLETED ]

"Let's Catch Up" Pt. 1

Tarjei Sandvik Moe.

I know it was a little bit weird to search myself up at 3 in the morning, but who hadn't searched themselves up before?

I guess i was just still in shock at how far I've come in my career. I regret taking my childhood for granted, I didn't realize how fast it'd all be gone. Since I felt this way, it was nice to look at old videos of myself from when I was still a kid. I guess I am still a kid, considering I haven't even hit my 20's yet, but it definitely didn't feel that way.

My favorite videos of myself to look at were the ones from SKAM. I hadn't watched the show in awhile, but I enjoyed watching bloopers and behind the scenes from season 3. Mainly because that was the most fun, I laughed more while filming that season than I did in my whole life combined; probably because Henrik was always cracking jokes here and there.

I'm not gonna lie, I missed Henrik. He was always fun to be around, always smiling. That smile- I can remember it so clearly. SKAM has been over for awhile now, me and Henrik barely keep in touch. We haven't seen each other since an interview we did a couple months after filming was over, geez, it's been awhile.

I always wanted to text him and just say, "Hey, let's get a coffee?" But I knew that wasn't a very good idea. Why? Well, for one: he would wonder what my intentions were, texting him months after we haven't spoken and all- and second: i didn't even know what my own intentions were. Third: if i came off the wrong way, he'd probably get weirded out, considering he had a girlfriend and all.

Maybe not, actually. Henrik is an easy going- naturally flirty guy and probably wouldn't even think twice about it. The more I thought about it, the more I figured he wouldn't care.

It's not like I liked the guy or something, but when you're constantly making out with someone for so long, it's hard to not think about them. I have acted in other films of course, but none compared to SKAM, no, not even close, and no one I've kissed in another film could compare to the way Henrik and I kissed. I hated admitting that, but could I really blame myself?

The urge to reach for my phone and shoot a text to him only intensified. I tried my best to ignore it by clicking on a Youtube video that was titled, "SKAM Season 4 bloopers."

I watched the video, my eyes drooping slightly as i began to grow tired. That was, until a blooper of me and Henrik came on the screen. He started kissing my neck until I squealed like a little girl, followed by me saying, "I wasn't ready for neck action."

I remember that moment so vividly... the tingles that went up my spine as his lips reached the sensitive flesh on my neck, butterflies in my stomach (as cliche as it was), and the laughs he let out as he teased me for "turning into a little girl" when he kissed me.

That's it, I couldn't resist anymore.

I grabbed my phone, typing in my passcode and opening the message app. I hesitated slightly as I typed in his contact name. My fingers hovered over the buttons, still unsure of what I would even say.

I gulped as I typed, "Hey Henrik. Want to grab a coffee Sunday at 2 and maybe catch up? I get it if you already have plans." I stared at the text, cringing at how desperate and forceful I sounded. I erased the text and decided to keep it short and simple. "Hey Henrik, want to grab a coffee Sunday afternoon and catch up?"

Yeah, that's good I guess.

Wait- should I add a smiley?

"Hey Henrik, want to grab a coffee Sunday afternoon and catch up? :)"

Ew. No.

I erased that, even considering a winky face, but decided that would be way too flirty. I bit my lip in nervousness- why was i even nervous? I sent the text, quickly shutting off my phone but still staring at it almost expecting a response. Pfft, like he would actually respond this late.

I set my phone down on my nightstand, suddenly overthinking everything and regretting even sending the stupid text. I wasn't in the mood to watch this video anymore- I shut my laptop and set it down as well before turning off my lights and falling into a deep sleep.