Once Bullied (Book 2)

{18}: Hiding out

SUMMERS POV
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My parents didn't know I was here, today is Sunday I watched as the sun rise crept into my room slowly I was to scared to face them I got up rubbing my face nervously going outside my door knocking not once but twice on their door.

Maybe that was a stupid idea.

The door opened revealing a sleepy eyed mom, her eyes adjust rubbing her left eye she stares at me for a minute then gasps.

"Summer what are you doing here!" I laughed rubbing the back of my neck I heard a 'thump' followed by curse words.

"Why is summer here unannounced?" he stands behind my mom a frown stretched onto his face looking down at me.

"Um, I came to see you guys since it's Sunday and all I really miss you guys that's all" not totally a lie though I did miss them.

"Well then, I guess we can start breakfast now" I follow behind my parents mentally biting my nails, I couldn't keep this lie up forever they'll have to know soon I can't go back to College they're probably looking for me there.

My mom starts cooking breakfast while my father looks through his phone sipping his hot piping coffee, I just sat there staring into space not really thinking, but if I was I'll probably be thinking what the hell am I suppose to do.

"Here you go summer" she smiles at me putting a plate down for dad sitting next to him pulling her phone out, I gripped the chair feeling like someone's chocking me, I ate slowly not looking up.

"You know you're going back to college right?" I shook my head yes but really saying no in my head.

Your going to get caught in your own lie my subconscious says groggily. I rolled my eyes putting my plate in the sink, my parents phone dinged at the same time my head snaps to them my eyes going wide.

"SUMMER YOU DID WHAT" my hands shook maybe they knew what I did to them I couldn't face them.

"You punched a boy and did others your not supposed to at College!" My mom screeches my head stops spinning thought that unknown number sent them the pictures.

"Turn around now summer" my dad speaks up sounding stressed out, I turned around not making a peep.

"What were you thinking huh?, you could get kicked out for that type of shit summer please stop playing these little games you played in high school, do you want to get kicked out of College?" my dad says rubbing his face getting up.

I couldn't hold the tears in anymore, I couldn't keep this in anymore all the lies I tell people rolls back on me finally I didn't want this to happen.

"Why are you crying summer, come here" I hugged my dad for the first time in years and it feels nice, I slumped on him he rubs soothing circles on my back.

"I need to tell you guys something, I've been keeping this secret for two years now" my dad let's me go sitting back down with my to ashamed mom I groaned furrowing my eyebrows.

"I-I did it" they looked up confused.

"Did what summer" they say in sync.

"I-um, damn

it I can't do this, I killed them okay I did it" I balled my fist up, they still looked confused until it clicks into their minds my dad gets up looking wide eyed.

"You killed those innocent kids" he said with disgust in his voice.

"I did it because they wouldn't stop bullying me, didn't stop the beatings, name calling, pushing, shoving, punching spitting, laughing" his eyes softening.